07-10-2017, 01:35 AM
(07-08-2017, 05:00 PM)maxx55 Wrote: I had another dream that was closer to a nightmare. My life was being taken over by some guy. Everything I had was in trouble. The people I was close to may have turned on me. I don't mean like "I don't like him anymore". I mean like whoever this was I was against had the power to turn people to want to fight/kill me. And I had to fight him directly if I wanted a life worth living. This dream truly felt like the perfect mix of nightmare fantasy and reality. It felt real enough to bother me after I woke up. In the dream, I thought about death and what I would regret not doing in my life. I truly feared for my life and I've never feared a fight before. When I woke up from this dream, I really had to think for a couple seconds if any of it was real and was relieved that it wasn't.
This dream seems to be about your subC response towards DMSI. That it feels DMSI is an "intruding force" and is taking over your life, by putting people (other parts of the subC) against that part which gave you this dream.
Keep going with A for a while.
