07-08-2017, 12:31 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-08-2017, 01:02 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Update, winter time not much to do outside, I want to go out but no ones out. Sucks.
I have been doing B, I lost track of time, how much I don't know.
I have been on hybrid for about 1 week or 2 I think, it seems to be working stronger indeed. I got a few unusual look from some girls today. I'm impressed by the amount of different emotions the face can do, because each time I switch to a new type of sub I see yet another type of emotions on their face.
Intense dream last night, 3 dreams I remember, each one involved a girl, first 2 I was attracted to them at school. Second one, a pretty one was making obvious IOI in the dream, I was actually testing DMSI in that dream
and it fu** worked in that dream. Third one was a pretty girl I don't know, she was super pretty, the kind of girl I want, I don't remember but it was amazing 
, I think I was dating her or something good like that.
Which make me think that another girl I knew from school came into my life somehow, for real this time. I was in love with her back in the days. She went to the same dancing class I was in. I danced with her. Nothing exceptional I would say. She is still pretty but it's being a long time I realized she is not the kind of girl I want to be with. Just dancing with her that day confirmed it to me, at the time she was a princess to me
I was so stupid back then, I'm sure I could have dated her if I would have asked her.
She could be fun to play with though let's see. I think she came on my dance class because she saw the like I did on facebook about the danceclass. She is friend with me on facebook but I never talked to her she is taken so I don't have time for that, I don't know if she is still though, probably.
Forgot to say the 2 girls she came with were checking me out, like staring but could be just normal as it was their first time in the dance class, I kind of ignored them mostly. I was focusing on the class so I forgot about them. While dancing I'm so in the move that I don't even think I'm actually holding their body pretty close like they aren't even girls to begin with. But if I go out of the trance I get fucking horny pretty fast and I can't dance properly xD, didn't happen this time though. But it happened with one girl about 2 weeks ago, a pretty girl who I think is attracted to me a lot but she has a kid so I'm kind of "not interested" by that kid. She is very pretty though but obviously too masculine with her behavior, boyish type but very pretty, dark hair, pretty face, I would f*** her but the kid is clearly something I'm not into.
I have to say any learning activity while doing a sub like DMSI is hard to do, forget any learning activity that need you to remember a lot of things. Thanks God I'm not taking any exam I would have to stop DMSI. So learning to Dance is not something easy to do while you are on DMSI, it's not impossible but hard. I can't even remember the name of a friend I met yesterday. It would be great if you can remove that side effect Shannon.
I have been doing B, I lost track of time, how much I don't know.
I have been on hybrid for about 1 week or 2 I think, it seems to be working stronger indeed. I got a few unusual look from some girls today. I'm impressed by the amount of different emotions the face can do, because each time I switch to a new type of sub I see yet another type of emotions on their face.
Intense dream last night, 3 dreams I remember, each one involved a girl, first 2 I was attracted to them at school. Second one, a pretty one was making obvious IOI in the dream, I was actually testing DMSI in that dream
and it fu** worked in that dream. Third one was a pretty girl I don't know, she was super pretty, the kind of girl I want, I don't remember but it was amazing , I think I was dating her or something good like that. Which make me think that another girl I knew from school came into my life somehow, for real this time. I was in love with her back in the days. She went to the same dancing class I was in. I danced with her. Nothing exceptional I would say. She is still pretty but it's being a long time I realized she is not the kind of girl I want to be with. Just dancing with her that day confirmed it to me, at the time she was a princess to me
I was so stupid back then, I'm sure I could have dated her if I would have asked her. She could be fun to play with though
let's see. I think she came on my dance class because she saw the like I did on facebook about the danceclass. She is friend with me on facebook but I never talked to her she is taken so I don't have time for that, I don't know if she is still though, probably.Forgot to say the 2 girls she came with were checking me out, like staring but could be just normal as it was their first time in the dance class, I kind of ignored them mostly. I was focusing on the class so I forgot about them. While dancing I'm so in the move that I don't even think I'm actually holding their body pretty close like they aren't even girls to begin with. But if I go out of the trance I get fucking horny pretty fast and I can't dance properly xD, didn't happen this time though. But it happened with one girl about 2 weeks ago, a pretty girl who I think is attracted to me a lot but she has a kid so I'm kind of "not interested" by that kid. She is very pretty though but obviously too masculine with her behavior, boyish type but very pretty, dark hair, pretty face, I would f*** her but the kid is clearly something I'm not into.
I have to say any learning activity while doing a sub like DMSI is hard to do, forget any learning activity that need you to remember a lot of things. Thanks God I'm not taking any exam I would have to stop DMSI. So learning to Dance is not something easy to do while you are on DMSI, it's not impossible but hard. I can't even remember the name of a friend I met yesterday. It would be great if you can remove that side effect Shannon.
