07-03-2017, 12:19 AM
DAY 42 (DAY 10 of B version)
4-6 loops DMSI vb Hybrid Trickling Stream
No more mentions of the changed body smell from the girlfriend.
I'm having a much easier time of things on version B than A. I'm executing the aura more easily, less tired, and my girlfriend and I seem happier. However, I didn't realise the B version didn't include the scripting on Goal 2 (self esteem, self respect, sense of self worth, self liking, self love, self validation, deservingness, self support, self confidence, self image, overcome fear, guilt and shame (yes, it has the entire script of E2’s OGSF and self validation) which the main factor in me running DMSI because I'm not intending to cheat on my girlfriend.
After using version A for a while, I've had the suspicion that part of the "clearing/healing" in A involves leading me to a situation in which I break up with my girlfriend in order for me to begin sleeping with multiple women. That's why I think I'm hesitant to go back to version A.
Essentially, I want to run version A for Goal 2 but I don't want it to bring my relationship into jeopardy...
4-6 loops DMSI vb Hybrid Trickling Stream
No more mentions of the changed body smell from the girlfriend.
I'm having a much easier time of things on version B than A. I'm executing the aura more easily, less tired, and my girlfriend and I seem happier. However, I didn't realise the B version didn't include the scripting on Goal 2 (self esteem, self respect, sense of self worth, self liking, self love, self validation, deservingness, self support, self confidence, self image, overcome fear, guilt and shame (yes, it has the entire script of E2’s OGSF and self validation) which the main factor in me running DMSI because I'm not intending to cheat on my girlfriend.
After using version A for a while, I've had the suspicion that part of the "clearing/healing" in A involves leading me to a situation in which I break up with my girlfriend in order for me to begin sleeping with multiple women. That's why I think I'm hesitant to go back to version A.
Essentially, I want to run version A for Goal 2 but I don't want it to bring my relationship into jeopardy...
