07-01-2017, 01:23 AM
So after 42 days of side A, I switched to B today.
For the past few days the clearing has stabilised. I felt much turbulence on Wednesday but the next day I was fine. Mood has been stable the last few days. I was very busy with dance because I had a performance with my group on Friday. I was quite bored actually because the dance wasn't challenging or interesting to me but the place of performance was very high class. Throughout, I just had a light sense of sorrow, because I just don't feel that this type of art really resonates with me and I don't really belong to this people. Not much in the way of attraction from dance mates, just seemed very comfortable physically with me.
It has been an interesting sub so far! Effects on others have been quite subtle, but the internal changes have been great. In terms of results with women the difference between this and E2 is unmistakable. It was so hard to land a date with a new girl on E2. So far after 6 weeks of 3.1A I've had dates with six new girls, got physical with two (though haven't had sex). None of them above 7 but it's a good start I'd say. By efficiency alone, DMSI beat SM3. And I didn't think of sex all the time like I was when doing SM3 and my business didn't suffer. Far from it, what's on my mind most of the time is how I will live for the rest of my life and what to pursue.
At the end of 3.1A I managed to secure a bunch of upcoming dates. Tomorrow (Sunday) I have an afternoon date with the girl I got physical with last weekend. At night with a new girl from Bumble. Monday I'm meeting G, and Tuesday I'm meeting my FWB. I might get laid 3 days in a row.
So as planned, today (Saturday) I switched to B. 2 loops ultrasonic when sleeping. So far so good. My mind feels a little quieter. It will be interesting tomorrow when the dating frenzy begins. What's more, I am flying to London for a 13-day trip next Wednesday. It will be a self exploration solo trip for me, plus a tennis pilgrimage to Wimbledon. Hope side B will point me to things I am really interested in. I won't say no if it pulls in a few cute English ladies too
For the past few days the clearing has stabilised. I felt much turbulence on Wednesday but the next day I was fine. Mood has been stable the last few days. I was very busy with dance because I had a performance with my group on Friday. I was quite bored actually because the dance wasn't challenging or interesting to me but the place of performance was very high class. Throughout, I just had a light sense of sorrow, because I just don't feel that this type of art really resonates with me and I don't really belong to this people. Not much in the way of attraction from dance mates, just seemed very comfortable physically with me.
It has been an interesting sub so far! Effects on others have been quite subtle, but the internal changes have been great. In terms of results with women the difference between this and E2 is unmistakable. It was so hard to land a date with a new girl on E2. So far after 6 weeks of 3.1A I've had dates with six new girls, got physical with two (though haven't had sex). None of them above 7 but it's a good start I'd say. By efficiency alone, DMSI beat SM3. And I didn't think of sex all the time like I was when doing SM3 and my business didn't suffer. Far from it, what's on my mind most of the time is how I will live for the rest of my life and what to pursue.
At the end of 3.1A I managed to secure a bunch of upcoming dates. Tomorrow (Sunday) I have an afternoon date with the girl I got physical with last weekend. At night with a new girl from Bumble. Monday I'm meeting G, and Tuesday I'm meeting my FWB. I might get laid 3 days in a row.
So as planned, today (Saturday) I switched to B. 2 loops ultrasonic when sleeping. So far so good. My mind feels a little quieter. It will be interesting tomorrow when the dating frenzy begins. What's more, I am flying to London for a 13-day trip next Wednesday. It will be a self exploration solo trip for me, plus a tennis pilgrimage to Wimbledon. Hope side B will point me to things I am really interested in. I won't say no if it pulls in a few cute English ladies too
