(06-30-2017, 05:35 AM)RTBoss Wrote:(06-29-2017, 11:41 PM)CatMan Wrote:(06-29-2017, 08:40 PM)RTBoss Wrote:(06-29-2017, 06:13 PM)CatMan Wrote:(06-29-2017, 02:12 PM)Zane Wrote: I sometimes wonder how did Catman went 400 of NoFap just by playing "Stop Masturbation" Sub.
480 days! That sub is one of the 3 subs that gave me clear, real life benefits, I love it.
And on day 21, of DMSI V3.1-A, doing the prescribed two loops per day, that streak was broken :/.
It's apparently going to be fixed for V3.2, using fapping as an outlet for sex to bypass execution, if it's interfering.
Seems like any sub with a goal not involving sex - or that keeps you away from sexual acts - works on ya, buddy. AM6, Stop Masturbation, and E2! Did Overcome Procrastination, or no?
Hey RT!
Actually, I was referring to E2, ASC 5G, and Stop Masturbating. Those 3 are legit subs for me that I can say made an impact. I was really impressed with all 3. ASC 5G made a big impact, my first sub ever, when I tried these things and thought they were bogus. So, in essence, all subs I tend to measure against that one.
AM6 had some partial effects that didn't seem to last sadly, although I'm sure AM7 will make a much bigger impact. The bigger and better clearing and healing and resistance stuff seems to be needed to really move things along there. Which isn't much of a surprise, I suppose. I remember there were periods of it, stage 3 at least, maybe 1-2 more, where I felt periods of blankness, likely resistance blocking it. So, I couldn't get as much out of it as I wanted, maybe in AM7 I can! Still, it was nowhere near as bad as SM3, it's clear I have a ways to go for SM4 to be worth running. Hopefully next time around I'll be able to benefit more from it if it's created. The magnets may be redundant when DMSI works as theorised.
I wanted Overcome Procrastination to work as for some reason that has been a big problem, holding back a massive business expansion that would change my life in a huge way. But it did nothing for me. That was disappointing, so much so, that if Shannon decides that after V3.2, his next non-DMSI program to be Overcome Procrastination, as it should as the 4G one has trouble working for many, I may have a hard time justifying continuing DMSI. I've said often that program, will be the ONE to really make me take pause and choose which is more important to me. That is unless I can somehow have it cleared and healed beforehand, which is possible, as there have been some intermittent signs but nothing extreme and lasting yet. Plus, it'd be encouraging to me, that probably for the first time in my life, I'd choose "myself" over vaginas and the pursuit of them, there may be something to be said for that in my case.
I hope the Mrs. is getting better!
I forgot about ASC. That's right.
I think referring to women as "vaginas," is reductive - but perhaps that wasn't your intention. You seem to be after more than "just sex." Is that a correct assessment?
Mrs. is better, physically, thanks for asking. We just keep getting hit with issues that are costing us her hard earned money, and she's over it. Hail storm last night beat the shit out of one of our cars.
It was interchangeable with women, or whatever PC term is fashionable, haha. I used it probably because earlier on, I had strong urges for this sub to help me do all this sexual stuff with girls, probably out of a strong feeling of lack of that beforehand. So there was a degree of "NOW I'll show you!!!" type of deal. But now I have chilled out so drastically (one of the reasons for me backing off journaling so much), the lack of need and IDGAF are real. It's almost like it's TOO much, haha, since it feels foreign to me I can't tell if it's completely good or if it's augmented by resisting the sub by amplifying it, but it feels good I think (I also have a sense of raised standards which could seem like an IDGAF when it's just a level up). So, it's progress to me to be in such a state I believe if it's intended and not a form of resistance. A state that I've probably never been in before in my life, so I am taking some time getting used to it and how it feels in regards to myself and with girls around me. Now, follow through results with girls aren't there yet to back this up, however, I feel this state is far more conducive to results with them than the state before the sub. But, my main focus was the "contentness" of this state is something I enjoy and feel is more emotionally healthy, empowering.
Indeed, I am after more than just sex. It's one of the reasons why I was, and am at times, hesitant about running this sub. But, due to the fact there is nothing else at this tech level that can clear and heal you with regards to yourself, attractiveness, and remove barriers to ultimately BECOME attractive and have sex, I feel it's still a worthwhile stepping stone to my eventual goal of having power and choice in sexual issues for the first time in my life. Maybe even a relationship of some kind in time if the circumstances are right. So, for those reasons, the path forward for now seems to run through DMSI for me, even if I'm not the guy who wants to "bang lots of hot club girls" etc.
I'm glad to hear she's coming around. I hear you on car bills, I don't even want to post about mine, I'm in a good mood lately, lmao.