06-26-2017, 04:47 PM
(06-26-2017, 09:16 AM)Nox Wrote: Hello PJ, I'm liking your log so far.
Interesting thoughts on the mysterious stuff. My thoughts are that it isn't the mystery of a woman that attracts me, but the idea that she has a life outside of me or men. It's awesome being a part of someone's life but not so much when you ARE the person's life.
And subliminals can shake up your memories a bit. But they're also helpful. Why was that kiss so good? What made it better than other first kisses? Or maybe its first kisses in general.
No answers from me. Just thoughts.
Thanks Nox. I think I know what you meant about being part of someone's life but not their life. That's like a common mistake lots of people made - neediness, especially when a relationship becomes a bit long term.
I think my thought about being mysterious is more at the beginning of something. I feel like I had been like an open book and had left nothing for imagination, and somehow lost my charm. It's like the idea of "less is more".
As for that particular kiss, I think it was due to the fact that he was able to connect with me physically at the first go while it took time for others. I'm a big fan of law of attractions and i got upset because my aching for it is like telling the universe that I feel lack of it so the universe would just keep giving me the lack. I will need to turn that emotion to be positive so the universe will arrange more of that for me.
