06-23-2017, 12:52 PM
(06-23-2017, 09:37 AM)Shannon Wrote: I suggest you explore the whys of your idea that mysterious is sexy.
Without going to a psychologist, I guess it's the idea of you_want_what_you_don't_have. I have never been the hard to get type. I'm like if I like you I will just go for it and if I don't like you, I won't even look at you kind of person. I remembered telling my last date that he should get to know me more first, and he said he absolutely knew everything about me, and there is nothing more he needed to know. That was only the first official date. It may be just him trying to fast-track the intimacy but it didn't happen anyway. Before that, I had a very long relationship so I don't really know what's like to be in the market any more. Yesterday I actually prayed to God to guard my tongue so I don't speak too much. I previously thought that I was witty and I always talked a lot, believing that was part of my charm.
Night 2 of listening, very restless. Maybe managed 2 hours of sleep, so bored that I just kept changing the tracks amongst all three, trying to find one that allowed me to sleep but none worked.
No strange thoughts though, as if nothing happened, just normal frustration of sleep deprivation.
