06-22-2017, 03:49 PM
So the trickling stream wasn't compatible with my sleep and switched to ocean surf instead. Had a reasonably restful sleep. Don't remember any dreams but been having lots of thoughts in my mind since waking up. I've been meditating regularly for the last 18 months so the surging of thoughts are very noticeable.
I guess the idea of "sexiness" is somewhat different from one person to another. I know I'm aesthetically pleasing but I always think that I somehow lack of the mystery that keeps men's interest from lasting longer. So right now, I think a mysterious woman is sexier than a sweet, straight to the point one.
The thought of becoming a mysterious woman is occupying me so much that I don't even feel like updating this journal so no one should know what I'm feeling even though it's anonymous here.
Anyone would like to offer some thoughts, comments or advice? Thank you in advance.
I guess the idea of "sexiness" is somewhat different from one person to another. I know I'm aesthetically pleasing but I always think that I somehow lack of the mystery that keeps men's interest from lasting longer. So right now, I think a mysterious woman is sexier than a sweet, straight to the point one.
The thought of becoming a mysterious woman is occupying me so much that I don't even feel like updating this journal so no one should know what I'm feeling even though it's anonymous here.
Anyone would like to offer some thoughts, comments or advice? Thank you in advance.
