Day 113
Man, it's been a LONG ass time since I updated. But gotta do it!
A shitload happened, especially in this month. Broke up with girlfriend of 3 years (and got back together under different conditions) which was/is my first real relationship, and this was in the exam month (still gotta pass 2). Also been in arguments with my parents. But I've dealt with all of it easily.
A lot of fear is gone, but I am in complete INTP hermit mode. We're already pretty comfy with solitude, but adding the clearing induced introversion of A to it.. yeah. This has done wonders for my esoteric research and practices, and for my entrepreneurship goals.
Pimpin' money and gettin' dat sweet-ass self evolution.
My body language is better, but because of deep digging, been feeling weaker when stepping outside in the past week.
Interestingly, my sense of power has been increasing rapidly. At different times of the day, I feel omnipotent.
I've also been experimenting with a lot of different loop combinations.
My current loop number is 7 during sleep on phone speakers, which works okay-ish. The loops are somewhere on the edge of breaking me apart completely, so DMSI is really pushing me, while it's easy enough to listen to them while sleeping.
I've tried 14 loops too. Interestingly, I haven't noticed more impact, except slightly more tiredness the next day. What seems to be the case is that there needs to be a steady influx of this new number of loops. Just doing it once ain't enough.
And now, for the girl area.
There's actually not a lot to talk about, lol. I've been in introverted and disinterested mode for quite a while, because of all the clearing. Chicks would give off positive body language (this one super shy Iranian girl for example.. man, bitch was feeling me up like crazy last time we met
), and I would be too deep in clearing to do anything. Just zero fucks given. No desire to push even an inch. I could be fuckin' like a rabbit, if only I gave a fuck.
But I don't mind. One of my main reasons for running DMSI is for the clearing. And that is doing its job amazingly. So much has been cleared. I literally feel like a new person.
And the most amazing part? This person is able to have any girl, anywhere, with a click of a finger, if so desired. It's kinda scary to realize how much power you actually have - that if you actually tried just 10% with a girl, she'd be ridin' yo Pope till the sun falls down.
But that's not the end yet. There is still more clearing to do. And when the clearing is done, the world will tremble bitches will be trippin'.
P.S Shoutout to my Skype group blood. Goin' strong.
Man, it's been a LONG ass time since I updated. But gotta do it!
A shitload happened, especially in this month. Broke up with girlfriend of 3 years (and got back together under different conditions) which was/is my first real relationship, and this was in the exam month (still gotta pass 2). Also been in arguments with my parents. But I've dealt with all of it easily.
A lot of fear is gone, but I am in complete INTP hermit mode. We're already pretty comfy with solitude, but adding the clearing induced introversion of A to it.. yeah. This has done wonders for my esoteric research and practices, and for my entrepreneurship goals.
Pimpin' money and gettin' dat sweet-ass self evolution.
My body language is better, but because of deep digging, been feeling weaker when stepping outside in the past week.
Interestingly, my sense of power has been increasing rapidly. At different times of the day, I feel omnipotent.
I've also been experimenting with a lot of different loop combinations.
My current loop number is 7 during sleep on phone speakers, which works okay-ish. The loops are somewhere on the edge of breaking me apart completely, so DMSI is really pushing me, while it's easy enough to listen to them while sleeping.
I've tried 14 loops too. Interestingly, I haven't noticed more impact, except slightly more tiredness the next day. What seems to be the case is that there needs to be a steady influx of this new number of loops. Just doing it once ain't enough.
And now, for the girl area.
There's actually not a lot to talk about, lol. I've been in introverted and disinterested mode for quite a while, because of all the clearing. Chicks would give off positive body language (this one super shy Iranian girl for example.. man, bitch was feeling me up like crazy last time we met
), and I would be too deep in clearing to do anything. Just zero fucks given. No desire to push even an inch. I could be fuckin' like a rabbit, if only I gave a fuck. But I don't mind. One of my main reasons for running DMSI is for the clearing. And that is doing its job amazingly. So much has been cleared. I literally feel like a new person.
And the most amazing part? This person is able to have any girl, anywhere, with a click of a finger, if so desired. It's kinda scary to realize how much power you actually have - that if you actually tried just 10% with a girl, she'd be ridin' yo Pope till the sun falls down.
But that's not the end yet. There is still more clearing to do. And when the clearing is done, the world will tremble bitches will be trippin'.
P.S Shoutout to my Skype group blood. Goin' strong.
