06-18-2017, 01:50 PM
Last week I was at a party, was very much in my own head. Wasn't really in a situation I was comfortable in but I had a very hard time chilling. Girls were actively trying to engage with me, but I more or less just shut them down. I just didn't "bother" with it. A girl who's been attracted to me since we've met (pre-DMSI) was there together with her new boyfriend. But that didn't stop her from rubbing her ass against me anytime she could without "getting caught". In a week I'll go on a road-trip together with her and 3 other girls. Will be fun to see what happens then, but unless she breaks up with her boyfriend she ain't getting anything from me. I can choose 3 other girls then, so 
Whole last week I was very dressed up, at least one step above everyone else. Sticking out and being a sexy fker, so attention from women was a given. DMSI helped of course.
Been switching loops from a day-to-day basis, mostly running A-3 loops. But these latest days the number of loops were increased.
Was at a conference this weekend on Friday I met a girl who I haven't seen in a year, I had done 7 loops that day and everything just flowed. Had a very good time, and I was very chill and generally relaxed. A slight headache but no problem
Saturday I started B, immediately getting attention from girls. But nothing too obvious. Looks and hair flip. Was in a very open, but conservative environment, but girls didn't initiate anything. Same girl from Friday seemed not avoiding, but a bit different. She was shyer. Barely talked with her. When we did she was very submissive, I should've been more physical but well, it's easy to be smart after something has happened.
I met a number of friends I haven't seen for more than a year. I had just gone down and taken a swim in the lake and changed clothes. One of these friends (girl) immediately asks me why I changed clothes, and why I wasn't naked. While this girl is a bit (funny) crazy. That's over the top even for her, especially in that specific context xD
People, in general, definitely have no problems of going into sexual topics in my presence. Doesn't matter if we just met. Things escalate very fast/easily into sexual conversations.
This night was lit. Laughed my ass of whole night, not sure if caused by DMSI or being over-tired, probably a mix
Today (Sunday) I did 7 loops of B.
Mentioned girl above, the one who was acting submissive asked me on Friday if we could eat together on Saturday but since that never happened I teased her for it. So I "jokingly", said she owes me and that I have to go home to her and she'll have to make me tacos the upcoming week. To which she responds "Yea that works, I have the house to myself". She lives quite a bit away, but if I have the possibility I'll definitely go home to her. It's on the way to a concert I wanna go to the upcoming Friday as well, so I might be able to hit 2 flies with one rock.
I haven't felt the euphoria for a long time by now. The biggest difference I am aware of is that I am listening to a lower volume now comparing to the times I felt euphoria. Which would make the sub to access a deeper level of subc, and therefore also more resistance?
I have also noticed seemingly gaining fat while on A. 2+ days on B reverses the effects 2 weeks on A had though.
Hunger on A is HUGE compared to B.
Libido is back, no need for fapping, but at the same time, low desire for consciously sniping girls. Doesn't give me as much satisfaction as it did before.
Whole last week I was very dressed up, at least one step above everyone else. Sticking out and being a sexy fker, so attention from women was a given. DMSI helped of course.
Been switching loops from a day-to-day basis, mostly running A-3 loops. But these latest days the number of loops were increased.
Was at a conference this weekend on Friday I met a girl who I haven't seen in a year, I had done 7 loops that day and everything just flowed. Had a very good time, and I was very chill and generally relaxed. A slight headache but no problem
Saturday I started B, immediately getting attention from girls. But nothing too obvious. Looks and hair flip. Was in a very open, but conservative environment, but girls didn't initiate anything. Same girl from Friday seemed not avoiding, but a bit different. She was shyer. Barely talked with her. When we did she was very submissive, I should've been more physical but well, it's easy to be smart after something has happened.
I met a number of friends I haven't seen for more than a year. I had just gone down and taken a swim in the lake and changed clothes. One of these friends (girl) immediately asks me why I changed clothes, and why I wasn't naked. While this girl is a bit (funny) crazy. That's over the top even for her, especially in that specific context xD
People, in general, definitely have no problems of going into sexual topics in my presence. Doesn't matter if we just met. Things escalate very fast/easily into sexual conversations.
This night was lit. Laughed my ass of whole night, not sure if caused by DMSI or being over-tired, probably a mix
Today (Sunday) I did 7 loops of B.
Mentioned girl above, the one who was acting submissive asked me on Friday if we could eat together on Saturday but since that never happened I teased her for it. So I "jokingly", said she owes me and that I have to go home to her and she'll have to make me tacos the upcoming week. To which she responds "Yea that works, I have the house to myself". She lives quite a bit away, but if I have the possibility I'll definitely go home to her. It's on the way to a concert I wanna go to the upcoming Friday as well, so I might be able to hit 2 flies with one rock.
I haven't felt the euphoria for a long time by now. The biggest difference I am aware of is that I am listening to a lower volume now comparing to the times I felt euphoria. Which would make the sub to access a deeper level of subc, and therefore also more resistance?
I have also noticed seemingly gaining fat while on A. 2+ days on B reverses the effects 2 weeks on A had though.
Hunger on A is HUGE compared to B.
Libido is back, no need for fapping, but at the same time, low desire for consciously sniping girls. Doesn't give me as much satisfaction as it did before.
