06-14-2017, 09:21 AM
(06-13-2017, 04:58 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Fear of death isn't something that's just going to go away in a day or two. It's a pretty deep one. Interestingly i've had it come up a few times during DMSI but not sure I identified it coming up with other programs.Hi Ben
First of all thanks for reading my journal. Remember once you said me
" Temporarily it can lower motivation because it puts you in 'healing' mode. Kind of like if you're in a hospital bed healing physically, because it's putting you in a state for healing emotionally" I think exactly same thing happening with me. Fear of death, lack of study concentration, lack of motivation, financial un-stability, lack of security, performance consciousness, lack of confidence etc just killing me. All the joy, smile, hope etc gone from my mind. Probably I'm in healing state that's why such happens with me. Hope will get rid soon.
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