06-11-2017, 07:50 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-11-2017, 08:06 PM by Raikahoken.)
Day 24
3 loops Hybrid
Stayed at home to work on my next product. I have been dragging my feet over this for ages! Once I got started though it got my imagination going. Got some good ideas for it. Now I just need to keep up the momentum.
I was rereading the Hajime no Ippo manga and I cried at Miyata's story. He took up boxing because he idolized his father's boxing style and he wants to prove to the world that he can reach the top with that style. Damn that really touched me somehow. I have been a rebel all my life but I think I have been emulating my father subconsciously in many ways. I always secretly admired his ability to take on the burdens himself without complaining and only let his family know about the good news and not the bad news. That was my model of manhood. But now I acknowledge that his ways have their limits. And I want more. I will improve upon his ways with my own flair and achieve more, as a way of honoring him.
Girl from day 10 with the G cup boobs (let's call her G from now on) cancelled on me last minute. She was looking forward to meeting me tomorrow and even said she would bring me ice cream she made, but at the last minute she had to go to Malaysia for an uncle's death. Damn....... I had a good plan for this. She would come for a swim in my condo's pool, and then we would go up to my house and eat her stuff and then fuck. And this week is my last chance to use the house because my parents are coming this Friday. Damn it!!
Regarding what I want from girls, I think maybe what I want is a relationship where I can create things with the girl, where my masculine energy and her feminine energy can work together to create something worthwhile. That sounds a lot like baby making, but I'm talking about everyday stuff like cooking/handicraft. With G I can see me and her making food. I have been wanting to learn cooking and she's a pastry chef. I also want a girl who is good at design and enjoys helping me with my products.
Unrelated: It was amazing to watch Nadal claim La Decima at Roland Garros!!!
3 loops Hybrid
Stayed at home to work on my next product. I have been dragging my feet over this for ages! Once I got started though it got my imagination going. Got some good ideas for it. Now I just need to keep up the momentum.
I was rereading the Hajime no Ippo manga and I cried at Miyata's story. He took up boxing because he idolized his father's boxing style and he wants to prove to the world that he can reach the top with that style. Damn that really touched me somehow. I have been a rebel all my life but I think I have been emulating my father subconsciously in many ways. I always secretly admired his ability to take on the burdens himself without complaining and only let his family know about the good news and not the bad news. That was my model of manhood. But now I acknowledge that his ways have their limits. And I want more. I will improve upon his ways with my own flair and achieve more, as a way of honoring him.
Girl from day 10 with the G cup boobs (let's call her G from now on) cancelled on me last minute. She was looking forward to meeting me tomorrow and even said she would bring me ice cream she made, but at the last minute she had to go to Malaysia for an uncle's death. Damn....... I had a good plan for this. She would come for a swim in my condo's pool, and then we would go up to my house and eat her stuff and then fuck. And this week is my last chance to use the house because my parents are coming this Friday. Damn it!!
Regarding what I want from girls, I think maybe what I want is a relationship where I can create things with the girl, where my masculine energy and her feminine energy can work together to create something worthwhile. That sounds a lot like baby making, but I'm talking about everyday stuff like cooking/handicraft. With G I can see me and her making food. I have been wanting to learn cooking and she's a pastry chef. I also want a girl who is good at design and enjoys helping me with my products.
Unrelated: It was amazing to watch Nadal claim La Decima at Roland Garros!!!
