06-09-2017, 04:01 AM
DMSI is getting closer to achieving the designed goals for me. I can tell that by the results, but also in the way of reading the signals, my subconscious seems to send me.
I want to list some of the things of what I have noticed an improvement in, but there's probably loads of more stuff I haven't noticed. My first subliminal experience and once again; I'm completely sold, Shannon. I really appreciate your work and all kudos to you for keeping your own integrity while working with all this. I'm sure it has been hard from time to time but I probably speak for most of us when I say we appreciate all your hard work, even if we want it all to be released faster
Lower level of neediness
All-time high IDGAF. And I absolutely love it.
Emotionally more stable/more in touch
More self-esteem
More confident
More motivation
More drive to do things, like also taking action, not just motivation. More noticeable while on B
Getting in touch with old parts of myself
Calm and unphased even if put into "tough" situations
Physicality
Eye contact
Body language
Voice tonality
Socially more capable
Fashion sense
These changes, even if put in just 5-"traits" categories is worth the cheap price that DMSI currently has. All the IoIs and attention from women, if you ask me are just bonuses. This is where the real results come from. But I would say there are loads of more stuff that ain't happening to me (yet) but that would, soon enough.
I also think I'm experiencing physical changes with my body now. Heat in my body, primarily my legs. I feel taller and it's plausible that DMSI is making me taller, 5.6 ain't the most attractive length. But unfortunately don't have any possibility of proving that I'm growing, for now. But I'll go with the ache in my legs that feels like the "growth pain" you had when you were younger, so I believe I'm getting taller.
So what are the "signals" I've been having/getting making me believe that I'm closer to the designed end-goal?
Dreams.
My first dream on 3.01 was not that interesting, doesn't make much sense if you ask me either. It was basically an interaction with a girl.
2nd dream, it "evolved a bit" with some simple making out.
I had some dreams related to me not hurting women, I've been scared of hurting women for the majority of my life. Which has caused me to never "pull the trigger" and letting things slide by me. Since I'd rather take the damage myself than hurting the girl.
Some more dreams in between, where I physically escalate, verbally am irresistible to women. One-on-one these dreams don't say much to me.
But when I account them all together?
Last night I had a dream where I met a guy. He thinks I'm cool so we hang out and he invites me somewhere. I go with him and we arrive at this party, hot blonde's everywhere. All of them love me! Most of them approach me and do the main work. But we keep going, I introduce myself to the guys as well, the first guy is ok, except he has a damn weird handshake and our hands just don't get together lol. Not sure how to explain it but it was a DAMN weird handshake. Next guy doesn't even shake my hand and flat out ignores me, the 3rd guy didn't want to shake my hand, but I flat out grabbed his hand and stared him down. He instantly felt shame.
I felt the party was boring, filled with insecure guys. I couldn't find my "friend" either so I just got out of there. I go to a bus station and meet a girl and chat a little until the bus arrives. I for some reason decide to sit in the front row of the bus. She is in the middle when she presses stops. Where she goes all the way to the front, I look at her and we hold eye contact while I start smirking slyly. She immediately asks me if I want to follow her upstairs. I immediately agree without even thinking. Which in the dream I start thinking "That must've been the autopilot!" After this, some weird stuff happens in the dream. Which didn't make sense to me, until I gave it an thought.
So we go back to my first dream(s). Which were very simple. Good interactions with girls either physically, verbally or both.
While I consciously haven't been aware of some limiting beliefs here, I had them. I thought I was good verbally with girls, and I was better than the average. But I still had these beliefs holding me down. Which my subconscious was working on, and it showed me it was working on it by these dreams.
So I've had dreams all the way from the beginning of an interaction, having them verbally engaged, dreams where I go a further step with physicality. Dreams going back to how I've been afraid of escalating with girls in fear of hurting them in the end. It's been continued with dreams of that theme where I most of the times, "move further". Until tonight where I got this latest dream where I go home with the girl. The "weird things" that happened, that in the dream led to no happy ending. Are my limiting beliefs/resistance stopping me from achieving the designed goal, and therefore also what DMSI is gonna start working on next. After that, there logically wouldn't be much more things stopping me, from at least achieving the end-goal.
Modules I want improved/added for upcoming DMSI versions.
Lifestyle focus; Money, day-to-day stuff. Basically changing our lifestyle in a more apparent way, I can't say that I've noticed anything in this "category" so far. Which possibly could occur when I'm done healing. But it's one I would want more focused anyway.
Joy/Happiness; When I'm out socially I am definitely happier. But when I'm alone? I would dare say I was happier before DMSI. Even if the change would be very small. I feel like DMSI is great at becoming your own self-validator. But I also would want more self-love in that way, making us happier. Or just a direct module for joy/happiness.
Physical changes; It's kinda already in DMSI, but I want it to be directly goal-focused. With all the confidence one gets, might be argued it's not needed. But I sure wouldn't mind looking like a model.
Overcome procrastination; This kinda fits into the "lifestyle" one, but it's one I definitely would say would be valuable, so I think it deserved its own mention.
I will continue running DMSI until early July or late June. After that, I'll re-evaluate and probably jump onto another subliminal. At the end of June, I'll get answers from 2 different things, that'll affect the upcoming year. Therefore also the need of subs. Or I might even drop off subs for a while completely.
We shall see
I want to list some of the things of what I have noticed an improvement in, but there's probably loads of more stuff I haven't noticed. My first subliminal experience and once again; I'm completely sold, Shannon. I really appreciate your work and all kudos to you for keeping your own integrity while working with all this. I'm sure it has been hard from time to time but I probably speak for most of us when I say we appreciate all your hard work, even if we want it all to be released faster
Lower level of neediness
All-time high IDGAF. And I absolutely love it.
Emotionally more stable/more in touch
More self-esteem
More confident
More motivation
More drive to do things, like also taking action, not just motivation. More noticeable while on B
Getting in touch with old parts of myself
Calm and unphased even if put into "tough" situations
Physicality
Eye contact
Body language
Voice tonality
Socially more capable
Fashion sense
These changes, even if put in just 5-"traits" categories is worth the cheap price that DMSI currently has. All the IoIs and attention from women, if you ask me are just bonuses. This is where the real results come from. But I would say there are loads of more stuff that ain't happening to me (yet) but that would, soon enough.
I also think I'm experiencing physical changes with my body now. Heat in my body, primarily my legs. I feel taller and it's plausible that DMSI is making me taller, 5.6 ain't the most attractive length. But unfortunately don't have any possibility of proving that I'm growing, for now. But I'll go with the ache in my legs that feels like the "growth pain" you had when you were younger, so I believe I'm getting taller.
So what are the "signals" I've been having/getting making me believe that I'm closer to the designed end-goal?
Dreams.
My first dream on 3.01 was not that interesting, doesn't make much sense if you ask me either. It was basically an interaction with a girl.
2nd dream, it "evolved a bit" with some simple making out.
I had some dreams related to me not hurting women, I've been scared of hurting women for the majority of my life. Which has caused me to never "pull the trigger" and letting things slide by me. Since I'd rather take the damage myself than hurting the girl.
Some more dreams in between, where I physically escalate, verbally am irresistible to women. One-on-one these dreams don't say much to me.
But when I account them all together?
Last night I had a dream where I met a guy. He thinks I'm cool so we hang out and he invites me somewhere. I go with him and we arrive at this party, hot blonde's everywhere. All of them love me! Most of them approach me and do the main work. But we keep going, I introduce myself to the guys as well, the first guy is ok, except he has a damn weird handshake and our hands just don't get together lol. Not sure how to explain it but it was a DAMN weird handshake. Next guy doesn't even shake my hand and flat out ignores me, the 3rd guy didn't want to shake my hand, but I flat out grabbed his hand and stared him down. He instantly felt shame.
I felt the party was boring, filled with insecure guys. I couldn't find my "friend" either so I just got out of there. I go to a bus station and meet a girl and chat a little until the bus arrives. I for some reason decide to sit in the front row of the bus. She is in the middle when she presses stops. Where she goes all the way to the front, I look at her and we hold eye contact while I start smirking slyly. She immediately asks me if I want to follow her upstairs. I immediately agree without even thinking. Which in the dream I start thinking "That must've been the autopilot!" After this, some weird stuff happens in the dream. Which didn't make sense to me, until I gave it an thought.
So we go back to my first dream(s). Which were very simple. Good interactions with girls either physically, verbally or both.
While I consciously haven't been aware of some limiting beliefs here, I had them. I thought I was good verbally with girls, and I was better than the average. But I still had these beliefs holding me down. Which my subconscious was working on, and it showed me it was working on it by these dreams.
So I've had dreams all the way from the beginning of an interaction, having them verbally engaged, dreams where I go a further step with physicality. Dreams going back to how I've been afraid of escalating with girls in fear of hurting them in the end. It's been continued with dreams of that theme where I most of the times, "move further". Until tonight where I got this latest dream where I go home with the girl. The "weird things" that happened, that in the dream led to no happy ending. Are my limiting beliefs/resistance stopping me from achieving the designed goal, and therefore also what DMSI is gonna start working on next. After that, there logically wouldn't be much more things stopping me, from at least achieving the end-goal.
Modules I want improved/added for upcoming DMSI versions.
Lifestyle focus; Money, day-to-day stuff. Basically changing our lifestyle in a more apparent way, I can't say that I've noticed anything in this "category" so far. Which possibly could occur when I'm done healing. But it's one I would want more focused anyway.
Joy/Happiness; When I'm out socially I am definitely happier. But when I'm alone? I would dare say I was happier before DMSI. Even if the change would be very small. I feel like DMSI is great at becoming your own self-validator. But I also would want more self-love in that way, making us happier. Or just a direct module for joy/happiness.
Physical changes; It's kinda already in DMSI, but I want it to be directly goal-focused. With all the confidence one gets, might be argued it's not needed. But I sure wouldn't mind looking like a model.
Overcome procrastination; This kinda fits into the "lifestyle" one, but it's one I definitely would say would be valuable, so I think it deserved its own mention.
I will continue running DMSI until early July or late June. After that, I'll re-evaluate and probably jump onto another subliminal. At the end of June, I'll get answers from 2 different things, that'll affect the upcoming year. Therefore also the need of subs. Or I might even drop off subs for a while completely.
We shall see
