05-28-2017, 03:39 PM
Still version B, 3 loops
Friday was great. Had a lovely time and DMSI is definitely helping with that to a degree. Conversations are flowing greatly and I simply had a great time. Arrived at a place, and saw one of the newer girls I've met who may be some kind of manifestation. I've had a "real" conversation with her once, else just the casual stuff "Hey how are you, good you" (I've met her 3 times). Said hello and all that casual stuff (again), went away to some of my friends where I see this girl walking towards me again, so I engage her and let her participate in the discussion. She didn't leave me for the rest of the evening, even when I left from that place to a whole new place where she's never been. Girls gotta have a certain degree of comfortableness to follow a guy like that, and after 1 interaction, I'm almost certain I wouldn't have been able to do that without DMSI. We arrive at the new place and literally, EVERYONE thinks we're a couple. Again I had a great time and there were definitely times where things turned sexual. Probably could've achieved the goal but I got insecure by the fact I have dishes all over the place at home. Currently, I'm just thinking who the hell have time to clean up the dishes when you're designing your whole future life!?
On Saturday, I burned up. Like seriously I was ridiculously "heated" (what do you say lol). I thought I had a fever or something. Damn.
Today (Sunday), I started listening to my usual setup speakers with AUX-cable. But as I had errands to run and needed to start getting ready, I tried switching to my headphones during the ASRB pause or what it's called. Now after, I remembered it was 1 minute of silence on B. Not 3 like there is on A, so I broke ASRB, and once again by mistake later on. This with using earphones instead of speakers must've messed something up. My earphones (Sennheiser Momentum in-ear M2IEg) should be able to play everything without problems if I'm not totally wrong. OR my subC is messing with me throwing the aura at full power when I'm not even going out, and resisting whenever I'm going out lol.
Nothing happened externally today, in other words. I felt lost, being in my head and possibly a sense of incompleteness, wondering if that has anything to do with my switching to the in-ears and breaking ASRB. But that at the same time doesn't make much sense. Sign(s) I should go back to A?
I'll try switching to listen during the night, as using earphones seemingly don't work that well and it would allow better possibilities for me to get things done during the day.
Gonna continue with B 3 loops for at least until Friday
Friday was great. Had a lovely time and DMSI is definitely helping with that to a degree. Conversations are flowing greatly and I simply had a great time. Arrived at a place, and saw one of the newer girls I've met who may be some kind of manifestation. I've had a "real" conversation with her once, else just the casual stuff "Hey how are you, good you" (I've met her 3 times). Said hello and all that casual stuff (again), went away to some of my friends where I see this girl walking towards me again, so I engage her and let her participate in the discussion. She didn't leave me for the rest of the evening, even when I left from that place to a whole new place where she's never been. Girls gotta have a certain degree of comfortableness to follow a guy like that, and after 1 interaction, I'm almost certain I wouldn't have been able to do that without DMSI. We arrive at the new place and literally, EVERYONE thinks we're a couple. Again I had a great time and there were definitely times where things turned sexual. Probably could've achieved the goal but I got insecure by the fact I have dishes all over the place at home. Currently, I'm just thinking who the hell have time to clean up the dishes when you're designing your whole future life!?
On Saturday, I burned up. Like seriously I was ridiculously "heated" (what do you say lol). I thought I had a fever or something. Damn.
Today (Sunday), I started listening to my usual setup speakers with AUX-cable. But as I had errands to run and needed to start getting ready, I tried switching to my headphones during the ASRB pause or what it's called. Now after, I remembered it was 1 minute of silence on B. Not 3 like there is on A, so I broke ASRB, and once again by mistake later on. This with using earphones instead of speakers must've messed something up. My earphones (Sennheiser Momentum in-ear M2IEg) should be able to play everything without problems if I'm not totally wrong. OR my subC is messing with me throwing the aura at full power when I'm not even going out, and resisting whenever I'm going out lol.
Nothing happened externally today, in other words. I felt lost, being in my head and possibly a sense of incompleteness, wondering if that has anything to do with my switching to the in-ears and breaking ASRB. But that at the same time doesn't make much sense. Sign(s) I should go back to A?
I'll try switching to listen during the night, as using earphones seemingly don't work that well and it would allow better possibilities for me to get things done during the day.
Gonna continue with B 3 loops for at least until Friday
