05-22-2017, 11:35 AM
Today, not much happened.
Woke up a fucking Beta. I dreamt of my ex and I woke up a little depressed. Although I left her and never was really in love at all. But I was very happy that in about 2 minutes my Alpha mode was turned on and I said fuck her.
Been on work all morning an passing by the bar while going home I met a girl that is working there. A 9 I would say. She invited me to a coffee with her. I stayed there for like 15 minutes. Once she started talking about a friend of mine that she likes I stood up and told her that I have to go. Was a fun reaction, wasnt jelous really just not interested in discussing that with her, felt like I am wasting time. Was that alpha behaviour? Not sure. Felt very natural. The conversation was very fluid and good tho. Noticing slight changes in my behaviour.
No words from my crush trying to friendzone me. Saw her today with friends but felt no way really. I think its slowly fading.
My text game with girls changed a whole lot. I dont even have time for texting. Fuck that. I only write to them for a meet up, no other pen pal bullshit.
Actually. Going over my day a lot happened. I saw all three girls that I want to fuck. The third one was a 10 I was talking about yesterday. I asked her for drinks at around 8 PM. Told me she will let me know. Wrote back at 9 PM (One hour after we supposed to meet up) saying another time. Fuck that shit too
Didnt even text back, dont think she deserves another invite from me.
Another huge thing. Starting to get the motivation for working out back. I used to be in pretty good shape, but coudnt imagine training for 10 minutes anymore. Well today I did a pretty good training and fell great about it. Might make this everyday routine and get ripped as fuck.
Thats it for today. I hope someone is reading this.
Woke up a fucking Beta. I dreamt of my ex and I woke up a little depressed. Although I left her and never was really in love at all. But I was very happy that in about 2 minutes my Alpha mode was turned on and I said fuck her.
Been on work all morning an passing by the bar while going home I met a girl that is working there. A 9 I would say. She invited me to a coffee with her. I stayed there for like 15 minutes. Once she started talking about a friend of mine that she likes I stood up and told her that I have to go. Was a fun reaction, wasnt jelous really just not interested in discussing that with her, felt like I am wasting time. Was that alpha behaviour? Not sure. Felt very natural. The conversation was very fluid and good tho. Noticing slight changes in my behaviour.
No words from my crush trying to friendzone me. Saw her today with friends but felt no way really. I think its slowly fading.
My text game with girls changed a whole lot. I dont even have time for texting. Fuck that. I only write to them for a meet up, no other pen pal bullshit.
Actually. Going over my day a lot happened. I saw all three girls that I want to fuck. The third one was a 10 I was talking about yesterday. I asked her for drinks at around 8 PM. Told me she will let me know. Wrote back at 9 PM (One hour after we supposed to meet up) saying another time. Fuck that shit too
Didnt even text back, dont think she deserves another invite from me.Another huge thing. Starting to get the motivation for working out back. I used to be in pretty good shape, but coudnt imagine training for 10 minutes anymore. Well today I did a pretty good training and fell great about it. Might make this everyday routine and get ripped as fuck.
Thats it for today. I hope someone is reading this.
