Just for reference.
Attraction seems to ramp up more and more, yet its an inner kind of thing, like right now I feel like a nagging pattern going around, even just now I acted very high confident, out of character while being harsh play with some women, calling them out, high arrogance from my side which could escalate really quick in crushing attitude and blow up all. whatever, I laughed it off and dont care, as in a way I grow further and expand further and am on an roll. Also, lots of visualisations and clear attraction/magnetism. its there, clearly yet not congrugent and baselining, in a sense that its not staying ( yet ) to much happening to mention around everything and not feeling like noting much down, only that I accept it way easier and let go quicklier more and more.
manifestation is/are blowing me away, blocks internally are dissolving further and further.
coming in contact with some great people which is pretty much empowering me aswell, like, being highly selective and mentally disciplined and pretty much mastering it.
more stuff that is being dealt with. ongoing visions about women flooding me, being burried in pussy and what not, being seduced all over, women approaching me, touching me, sexual handlings comfort sexually and seductive, like a walking orgy, little nymphomanic fuckers ;D haha.
on a breaking point it seems.
Im dead serious. returning memories of the sexual encounters of my past. Not bad.
Also, the thought of becoming a gigolo has come more then once up, like some serious pursuing of that stuff, which set everything in line, such as clothing, getting very comfortable with getting naked like some autopilot response, hitting the gym, tatts, piercings, role play, its duty. could be neediness or something, whatever, this sub WILL get me LAID clearly. feeling pretty much out of it right now, in a cocky arrogannt and elevated way without any remorse of whats on my path. my mind has a tendency to get along with certain views and it directly gets to it. powerfull stuff. internally flipping on a diime and can work with that, The furture is bright. live it. right now. directly.
will run DMSi after the weekend, time to get more powerfull imput. itrs all great as of now, yet want some radical blasting out of the water. in some ways I'm slightly anticipating of it all, like, I know some shit is there and facing it can get intense. not feeding it. do or die, having made piece with death and meditate sometimes on death which sets off lots of new input. euphoria as of NOW. I manifest as I speak. it is DONE.
Attraction seems to ramp up more and more, yet its an inner kind of thing, like right now I feel like a nagging pattern going around, even just now I acted very high confident, out of character while being harsh play with some women, calling them out, high arrogance from my side which could escalate really quick in crushing attitude and blow up all. whatever, I laughed it off and dont care, as in a way I grow further and expand further and am on an roll. Also, lots of visualisations and clear attraction/magnetism. its there, clearly yet not congrugent and baselining, in a sense that its not staying ( yet ) to much happening to mention around everything and not feeling like noting much down, only that I accept it way easier and let go quicklier more and more.
manifestation is/are blowing me away, blocks internally are dissolving further and further.
coming in contact with some great people which is pretty much empowering me aswell, like, being highly selective and mentally disciplined and pretty much mastering it.
more stuff that is being dealt with. ongoing visions about women flooding me, being burried in pussy and what not, being seduced all over, women approaching me, touching me, sexual handlings comfort sexually and seductive, like a walking orgy, little nymphomanic fuckers ;D haha.
on a breaking point it seems.
Im dead serious. returning memories of the sexual encounters of my past. Not bad.
Also, the thought of becoming a gigolo has come more then once up, like some serious pursuing of that stuff, which set everything in line, such as clothing, getting very comfortable with getting naked like some autopilot response, hitting the gym, tatts, piercings, role play, its duty. could be neediness or something, whatever, this sub WILL get me LAID clearly. feeling pretty much out of it right now, in a cocky arrogannt and elevated way without any remorse of whats on my path. my mind has a tendency to get along with certain views and it directly gets to it. powerfull stuff. internally flipping on a diime and can work with that, The furture is bright. live it. right now. directly.
will run DMSi after the weekend, time to get more powerfull imput. itrs all great as of now, yet want some radical blasting out of the water. in some ways I'm slightly anticipating of it all, like, I know some shit is there and facing it can get intense. not feeding it. do or die, having made piece with death and meditate sometimes on death which sets off lots of new input. euphoria as of NOW. I manifest as I speak. it is DONE.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
