Day 24 on A [prev: 32A + 14B]
Have been feeling very sad and low since Wednesday night. I have no idea why. Nothing has really happened recently to make me feel this way. I'm wondering if it's something I'm resisting or something is clearing.
I had a Tinder date on Friday night. The date went largely ok; she was a bit uncomfortable towards the end and I think I stayed there for a little too long. Should have got the hell out of there sooner. Today I messaged her and she hasn't responded her at all. Guess, no second date.
I am having thoughts of taking the easy way out on work front. So, it'll take some work on my part to look for a new job. My mind is somehow telling me that my current job is comfy, convenient and moving jobs will be hard. I'm not sure what's going on there.
Confidence in myself is very low at the moment. Looks like I'm going through some dark moments in life. Nothing seems to be working at the moment.
Have been having feelings of anxiety while listening to my loops for last few days. Also, for some reason every time I have listened to my loops in last 4-5 days my armpits start sweating and also my palms sitting in the air conditioned office (plus it's not even hot). It's a bit bizarre and I don't quite understand what this means.
Have been feeling very sad and low since Wednesday night. I have no idea why. Nothing has really happened recently to make me feel this way. I'm wondering if it's something I'm resisting or something is clearing.
I had a Tinder date on Friday night. The date went largely ok; she was a bit uncomfortable towards the end and I think I stayed there for a little too long. Should have got the hell out of there sooner. Today I messaged her and she hasn't responded her at all. Guess, no second date.
I am having thoughts of taking the easy way out on work front. So, it'll take some work on my part to look for a new job. My mind is somehow telling me that my current job is comfy, convenient and moving jobs will be hard. I'm not sure what's going on there.
Confidence in myself is very low at the moment. Looks like I'm going through some dark moments in life. Nothing seems to be working at the moment.
Have been having feelings of anxiety while listening to my loops for last few days. Also, for some reason every time I have listened to my loops in last 4-5 days my armpits start sweating and also my palms sitting in the air conditioned office (plus it's not even hot). It's a bit bizarre and I don't quite understand what this means.
