05-06-2017, 04:21 AM
Day 17 on A [prev: 32A + 14B]
I reached a new low in sadness and closeness. I didn't want to do anything today, didn't want to speak to anyone (did end up speaking to a friend over the phone) and I just wanted to eat and not do anything.
I'm also being very sensitive today. I came across someone who I met last week and she asked me the same questions and it just annoyed me so much I don't even want to speak to her any more. (She's an older woman with an even older partner)
At the same time, something appears to be shifting in the background. Something is telling me to move and do something about work, about girls, about life. Hopefully, this sadness/hitting-bottom will make me bounce back.
I reached a new low in sadness and closeness. I didn't want to do anything today, didn't want to speak to anyone (did end up speaking to a friend over the phone) and I just wanted to eat and not do anything.
I'm also being very sensitive today. I came across someone who I met last week and she asked me the same questions and it just annoyed me so much I don't even want to speak to her any more. (She's an older woman with an even older partner)
At the same time, something appears to be shifting in the background. Something is telling me to move and do something about work, about girls, about life. Hopefully, this sadness/hitting-bottom will make me bounce back.