05-04-2017, 04:07 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-04-2017, 04:26 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Not really but it's better to be appreciated. While on MHS there was a big advantage that I didn't need anything from anyone so external validation was not really something I cared about.
I learn a lot from that MHS journey about ego and wanting to be notice. While doing DMSI you are the center of attention when you remove that, you realize that people are not really there because of you but because you have this aura. So you begin to realize that it's all fake. The shock between MHS and DMSI is something to experience. I also saw that happened while I stopped SM3 but it was bigger there because MHS really worked well on my emotions.
One word of warning I would say about DMSI is to not get attached to what you get from it, friends, relationship, lover, sex friends, public approval, etc, because the day you stop you may lose all that. So the fall from your throne can be painful especially the guys with a big ego. If you get attached to a lover, and you take their love for granted when they were there only there for that aura you may feel that life is unfair all over again. Friends come and go but I noticed when I wasn't on DMSI anymore they go faster, ooops do I know you ??? lol Some people won't betray you that fast but they will feel something is missing.
I learn a lot from that MHS journey about ego and wanting to be notice. While doing DMSI you are the center of attention when you remove that, you realize that people are not really there because of you but because you have this aura. So you begin to realize that it's all fake. The shock between MHS and DMSI is something to experience. I also saw that happened while I stopped SM3 but it was bigger there because MHS really worked well on my emotions.
One word of warning I would say about DMSI is to not get attached to what you get from it, friends, relationship, lover, sex friends, public approval, etc, because the day you stop you may lose all that. So the fall from your throne can be painful especially the guys with a big ego. If you get attached to a lover, and you take their love for granted when they were there only there for that aura you may feel that life is unfair all over again. Friends come and go but I noticed when I wasn't on DMSI anymore they go faster, ooops do I know you ??? lol Some people won't betray you that fast but they will feel something is missing.
