05-02-2017, 09:21 PM
Stage 2 - Day 5
I have been experiencing all kinds of resistance(at least that is what I am labeling it). It really is quite interesting to observe what thoughts the subconscious mind will present to keep running it's old patterns/ beliefs. Thoughts which are highly out of character for me and require me to detach from them quickly and not allow them to consume me and take me down their dead end paths or lower my energy to that level. My ex-wife is blindly following her "lover" to Alaska of all places without a job or plan as far as I know. This is going to give me a 5000 mile buffer from her once I move. I wonder how good I must be at manifesting my reality sometimes.
Overall, things are going very smoothly in my life. I am very busy completing both the sale of my house here and the purchase of my new house in Orlando, when little hiccups(they might very well be bigger issues, but I am not allowing them to be viewed or become that way) arise it is so easy to handle them and keep both processes moving along effortlessly. I also have found great realtors to handle both properties for me.
My company is busy and my income is flowing very well with everything feeling so much smoother than ever. This is an extremely weird feeling for me, as I am just going to walk away from a successful company and start from scratch in Orlando and I am not worried in the slightest about finding success quickly. However, I do feel as if I am being tested in some way. I feel that I should make my transition fully into Coaching and Hypnotherapy as soon as I get out there, but the swimming pool industry is already pulling me(my realtor is already referring customers to me and several of my parents neighbors want work done eagerly awaiting my arrival) and I know that I could easily fall into it out there and find success very fast, but will I be trapped and unable to pursue what I feel to be my purpose? Or will a new city be all of the change I need and could I be fulfilled continuing in the industry I have been burned out and unchallenged in for sometime now? It's hard to go down one timeline or another because I see success either way, but I can feel a little bit of fear(?) down the unknown path of a new career. Maybe that is the sign I need telling me to go for it, false emotion and all.
-D
P.S. Book recommendation is Reality Transurfing. Steps 1-5 by Vadim Zeland
This is advanced level and has already shifted my perceptions and the energy around me greatly in only the first 20% of the book. It is hard to find interest in many books with B.A.S.E., i tend to lose interest very quickly unless there is substantial depth.
I have been experiencing all kinds of resistance(at least that is what I am labeling it). It really is quite interesting to observe what thoughts the subconscious mind will present to keep running it's old patterns/ beliefs. Thoughts which are highly out of character for me and require me to detach from them quickly and not allow them to consume me and take me down their dead end paths or lower my energy to that level. My ex-wife is blindly following her "lover" to Alaska of all places without a job or plan as far as I know. This is going to give me a 5000 mile buffer from her once I move. I wonder how good I must be at manifesting my reality sometimes.
Overall, things are going very smoothly in my life. I am very busy completing both the sale of my house here and the purchase of my new house in Orlando, when little hiccups(they might very well be bigger issues, but I am not allowing them to be viewed or become that way) arise it is so easy to handle them and keep both processes moving along effortlessly. I also have found great realtors to handle both properties for me.
My company is busy and my income is flowing very well with everything feeling so much smoother than ever. This is an extremely weird feeling for me, as I am just going to walk away from a successful company and start from scratch in Orlando and I am not worried in the slightest about finding success quickly. However, I do feel as if I am being tested in some way. I feel that I should make my transition fully into Coaching and Hypnotherapy as soon as I get out there, but the swimming pool industry is already pulling me(my realtor is already referring customers to me and several of my parents neighbors want work done eagerly awaiting my arrival) and I know that I could easily fall into it out there and find success very fast, but will I be trapped and unable to pursue what I feel to be my purpose? Or will a new city be all of the change I need and could I be fulfilled continuing in the industry I have been burned out and unchallenged in for sometime now? It's hard to go down one timeline or another because I see success either way, but I can feel a little bit of fear(?) down the unknown path of a new career. Maybe that is the sign I need telling me to go for it, false emotion and all.
-D
P.S. Book recommendation is Reality Transurfing. Steps 1-5 by Vadim Zeland
This is advanced level and has already shifted my perceptions and the energy around me greatly in only the first 20% of the book. It is hard to find interest in many books with B.A.S.E., i tend to lose interest very quickly unless there is substantial depth.
