05-02-2017, 08:16 AM
Work day. Worked today in the check cashing center of the store. Had some people transfer to another store so I had to plunge into things as a replacement and of course I rode it to the maximum. With Celebrity effect all girls where checking me out and having a longing for me to make something happen. I think I'm just getting used to a lot of the effect of the sub, the attention, stares, random chicks stopping in front of me, the caressing and holding my hands as I give change money back. The one thing different is that I've just got a lot more conformable with the whole thing. I had this one co-worker that was so into and open for me. We was sitting there watching TV during break time and she had all these urges to want to chat. Nothing new there it that now I was feeling such calm I could notice she was shaking she was so scared she didn't know what to say or do so she just like froze. I did tried to ease her into some conversation and help her out. I was like I did my best tried to give her a chance to talk to me. I realized that how I must of been long ago when I wanted to talk to a hot girl and how it must of been so hard to watch when someone has this throbbing desire to be with yea and a hard firm feeling of fear that's stopping them for anything happen. Even though had she got more open and relaxed it would of been fine. I've come along way.
