05-02-2017, 08:03 AM
Abundance is blowing up to insane proportions, so many things are taken care up, I'm mastering my life as we speak, once its set, its done, mastering. I want to be independent, almost philantrophic, launching one business after another, one can be a bounce to another inspiration and this I WILL cause to happen. the intention is set, the goals are growing and the patterns are Obvious as day for me now.
I shift between total succes obsession and immersion, to wanting women, to having no care and non needy.
Im aware of who and what I let influence, I succesfully control my reality which makes it sexy af. I surround myself with great influences and have a total self trust in myself at this point. Im succesfull mentally and internally and now I will be externally aswell. there is no stopping, im inspired by several sources and myself obviously.
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, I'm almost having tears rolling down my cheeks.
I'm so positive, life is great, i can approach anyone and anything I want, and it is shifting at the very moment
loving anxiety, and turning it in ferocity
succes and alpha is still blooming further, 0 bs tolerance, its like I'm running Am for a thrid time
dreams are pretty insane and more then once confused because they are so freaking lucid, which at times terrifies me. Its like I take some memories with me right into my dreams, almost to the point im confused if I did have it happen waking or sleeping state.
manifestatio0ns happen on an instance, as I speak/visualise, it literally happens right before my eyes, im so euphoric, mixed and gratefull, its intense. I AM. it just shows up and happens the instant, just like questions come simultaneously with answers.
approached a 8/10 at the gym yesterday, wearing pink top, yoga like gym pants and did it on a whim, even if nothing happened, it launced my ferocity strongly and on fire, and it also felt like that using the squatrack as an excuse was transparant as fuck, why not just go in, IOI or nah?
all those excuses, yes, I can use them, but also go direct in, its all fun.
At another place today, the second owner who mostly is frigid as shit, elder women and pretty negative, was like a fucking puppy around me, which is strongly out of character for her. like, smiles and shit, checking me up, just lovey dovey watching what I did. No, I will not take her out with me, not at all. not my type at all.
energy is important to me, if she IS compatible with me, setting rules and framework because the abundance, screening becomes very much easy at this point for me, no longer confusing. she can be hot as fuck, but if she is a motherfucking icequeen, then hell no. that shit doesnt sail yo.
Im also returning to Am6 like thoughts, 0 bs tolerance, owning the place. noticed when just opened 2 guys with a beautiful Stafford ( probably some mix ) , I was slightly blocking in bodylanguage, like, wanting to walk away, constraint like stuff, the dog was sweet and incredible to just see and well trained. the owner spoke somewhat broken Dutch, so I take it that they were not from this country, noenthless to say, one of them eventually told me they had pups. black with some slight brownish pattern on the furr, no fear, rather apporoached the dog with excitement, and the dog did the same basically, I watched myself doing this, in my mind I was carefull to a slight extent, yet I was open as shit and just doing it.
I so am enjoying life, swimming in a sea of possibilities, and am horny as fuck, excited, aroused and hella confident. Im opening left and right now, and just having sexual intent in opening while pulling her in is the shit for me now. I love it, I'm totally mastering everything by sheer intent and goqal setting and all is being succeded, succesfull mindset complete. Im thrilled as to where this will bring me, how much blockages will be removed, how much more is coming up, how much more I can be present, more more more.
I also am starting to get aware that my bodylanguage and vibe is slightly intimidating.
growing awareness and slowly growing out of some social circles, like, my vibration is further and further unmatching at all, and I;m fine with it, I know on a whim new circles can form, but it is not something I push to make it happen at all, its a natural occurance of it all.
There is more but this is all I can think of right now. I really am curious as to what DMSi would dig up tho.
I shift between total succes obsession and immersion, to wanting women, to having no care and non needy.
Im aware of who and what I let influence, I succesfully control my reality which makes it sexy af. I surround myself with great influences and have a total self trust in myself at this point. Im succesfull mentally and internally and now I will be externally aswell. there is no stopping, im inspired by several sources and myself obviously.
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, I'm almost having tears rolling down my cheeks.
I'm so positive, life is great, i can approach anyone and anything I want, and it is shifting at the very moment
loving anxiety, and turning it in ferocity
succes and alpha is still blooming further, 0 bs tolerance, its like I'm running Am for a thrid time
dreams are pretty insane and more then once confused because they are so freaking lucid, which at times terrifies me. Its like I take some memories with me right into my dreams, almost to the point im confused if I did have it happen waking or sleeping state.
manifestatio0ns happen on an instance, as I speak/visualise, it literally happens right before my eyes, im so euphoric, mixed and gratefull, its intense. I AM. it just shows up and happens the instant, just like questions come simultaneously with answers.
approached a 8/10 at the gym yesterday, wearing pink top, yoga like gym pants and did it on a whim, even if nothing happened, it launced my ferocity strongly and on fire, and it also felt like that using the squatrack as an excuse was transparant as fuck, why not just go in, IOI or nah?
all those excuses, yes, I can use them, but also go direct in, its all fun. At another place today, the second owner who mostly is frigid as shit, elder women and pretty negative, was like a fucking puppy around me, which is strongly out of character for her. like, smiles and shit, checking me up, just lovey dovey watching what I did. No, I will not take her out with me, not at all. not my type at all.
energy is important to me, if she IS compatible with me, setting rules and framework because the abundance, screening becomes very much easy at this point for me, no longer confusing. she can be hot as fuck, but if she is a motherfucking icequeen, then hell no. that shit doesnt sail yo.
Im also returning to Am6 like thoughts, 0 bs tolerance, owning the place. noticed when just opened 2 guys with a beautiful Stafford ( probably some mix ) , I was slightly blocking in bodylanguage, like, wanting to walk away, constraint like stuff, the dog was sweet and incredible to just see and well trained. the owner spoke somewhat broken Dutch, so I take it that they were not from this country, noenthless to say, one of them eventually told me they had pups. black with some slight brownish pattern on the furr, no fear, rather apporoached the dog with excitement, and the dog did the same basically, I watched myself doing this, in my mind I was carefull to a slight extent, yet I was open as shit and just doing it.
I so am enjoying life, swimming in a sea of possibilities, and am horny as fuck, excited, aroused and hella confident. Im opening left and right now, and just having sexual intent in opening while pulling her in is the shit for me now. I love it, I'm totally mastering everything by sheer intent and goqal setting and all is being succeded, succesfull mindset complete. Im thrilled as to where this will bring me, how much blockages will be removed, how much more is coming up, how much more I can be present, more more more.
I also am starting to get aware that my bodylanguage and vibe is slightly intimidating.
growing awareness and slowly growing out of some social circles, like, my vibration is further and further unmatching at all, and I;m fine with it, I know on a whim new circles can form, but it is not something I push to make it happen at all, its a natural occurance of it all.
There is more but this is all I can think of right now. I really am curious as to what DMSi would dig up tho.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
