04-30-2017, 11:13 AM
DMSI 3.1 A Day 57
Figured I would give you guys a slightly less emo post today.
So despite feeling like a piece of crap yesterday from over drinking and a less than successful night I forced myself to get out of the house and go out to one of my friends parties.
Everyone else was hitting the sauce pretty hard there but I made sure to keep my liquid diet to old fashioned high quality h2o for the evening.
So one of the girls there thats a part of the friend group started showing some major attraction for me at one point when we were talking. Giggling a ton and touching me MULTIPLE times. Even putting her hand on my chest a few times. If I got her isolated somewhere im pretty positive stuff could have went down.
She is cute but the thing is she has already hooked up with TWO of my other friends that are pretty good with woman so that kind of turned me off of her. I told her well imma get back to beer pong and I think she got a little offended lol. She didnt show much interest after that.
The weird thing is even though she was showing me this interest I still was feeling pretty insecure/socially awkward during it like the previous night. Like the internal wasnt matching up with the external
All in all definitely a better night than Friday was though
Figured I would give you guys a slightly less emo post today.
So despite feeling like a piece of crap yesterday from over drinking and a less than successful night I forced myself to get out of the house and go out to one of my friends parties.
Everyone else was hitting the sauce pretty hard there but I made sure to keep my liquid diet to old fashioned high quality h2o for the evening.
So one of the girls there thats a part of the friend group started showing some major attraction for me at one point when we were talking. Giggling a ton and touching me MULTIPLE times. Even putting her hand on my chest a few times. If I got her isolated somewhere im pretty positive stuff could have went down.
She is cute but the thing is she has already hooked up with TWO of my other friends that are pretty good with woman so that kind of turned me off of her. I told her well imma get back to beer pong and I think she got a little offended lol. She didnt show much interest after that.
The weird thing is even though she was showing me this interest I still was feeling pretty insecure/socially awkward during it like the previous night. Like the internal wasnt matching up with the external
All in all definitely a better night than Friday was though
