Guns of steel and sex appeal- DMSI 3.1 A

[Broski]

DMSI 3.1 A Day 56

So the theme of this post and a summary of my days since my last post is FRUSTRATION

FRUSTERATED that im not getting the results I want. Went out last night and just felt off/awkward. Even when just talking with my friends. No noticeable attention or attraction from woman.

FRUSTERATED that I went overboard and ended up drinking too much last night because of my feelings of insecurity after doing so well this year in regards to keeping it in control with alcohol

FRUSTERATED that I broke my 30 days no fap streak this week and just gave in and jerked it the past few days since. I started no fap over a year ago now and the longest ive ever hit was 67 days this past summer

FRUSTERATED that the anxious/obsessive thoughts are still there and just wish they would go away


So yeah...not the most uplifting of posts I know, but just how im feeling at the moment. Wondering if im ever really gonna break though and have the success I want with this program

I;m really tired and drunk at the moment, but this post hit me really hard. Sometimes things seem to go the opposite direction before you can grow even stronger. Hang in there man!

Here is one tip I will give you, maybe the hardest thing you have to learn: stop expecting the things you want the most. I know I had to change the way I think to succeed. I'm having the time of my life now and non of it seems to be what I have wished for. You will break through this!

Thanks for the words of encouragement man, its just been pretty tough for me lately.

Hearing about your and other success though and how their lives are the best theyve ever been definitely gives me hope though. Just ogtta keep truckin forward

Id love to learn to just "let go" of all my wants and expectations. Sounds like itd be so freeing but in practice ive found it very hard to actually do. Do you have any more specific tips for how you were able to change your thinking in that way?