04-28-2017, 03:36 AM
Wtf had 2 people teasingly enquire if I am gay the first was a work colleague who in all fairness had PTSD and is generally an insecure person, he is cool and I get along with him good enough, I decided to show him pics of my ex girlfriends to correct his thoughts, he hasn't called me gay after that and respect has gone up. Haven't had this for years since AM5 being asked if I am gay it's strange as I know I am clearly not gay but it still makes me feel insecure when people say this which is probaby a manifestation of my own insecurities with who I am as a person in genreal perhaps. Probably also to do with the fact that something is conflicting inside of me on one hand I'm a pretty good looking guy with decent fashion etc. Being powered by DMSI giving off sexual vibes and pheromones but my external reality doesn't match this as I don't havea girlfriend or girls chasing me and flirting getting laid etc.
Nothing is really going on with version B in the girl department Im getting quite demotivated to keep going with it as literally nothing different has happened with girls since I started B and in all honesty DMSI in general.
However in other areas of my life I am improving. I'm doing quite well at work, my boss gave a good review of me over the past month saying I have completely changed my attitude.I hve finally bought my first car which manifested very fast. Also old friends have popped up here and there usually after I think about them, define manifestations. But there is something not right going on I barely even get many IOIs. Feel ghosted most of the time. I dont notice much anger or frustrating or everyone hates me vibes like on 2.5. So don't even know ow if I am resisting.
What is going on.
Nothing is really going on with version B in the girl department Im getting quite demotivated to keep going with it as literally nothing different has happened with girls since I started B and in all honesty DMSI in general.
However in other areas of my life I am improving. I'm doing quite well at work, my boss gave a good review of me over the past month saying I have completely changed my attitude.I hve finally bought my first car which manifested very fast. Also old friends have popped up here and there usually after I think about them, define manifestations. But there is something not right going on I barely even get many IOIs. Feel ghosted most of the time. I dont notice much anger or frustrating or everyone hates me vibes like on 2.5. So don't even know ow if I am resisting.
What is going on.
