Keep going with DMSI man, It will force you to execute eventually granted you are strong enough to keep going. Im sure the later versions will be faster and smoother but this is it. There is no going back now, if you want to leave do it after you have achieved your goals with it. If life has thought me anything it's that you can run but you can't hide from yourself. Whatever is causing you discomfort will still be there unless you face it and overcome it.
INTJ
