Day 7 on A [prev: 32A + 14B]
Major anxiety over rejection and the fear of losing this girl (the one with the wonderful energy aka my oneitis). Possibly because last night I asked her out for today and she hasn't even bothered to respond.
Something I forgot to mention in day 5 report: it looks like the older women are being affected! That is, when I go into a group the older women (50+) start talking to me or introducing them to me etc. However, the younger ones i.e. the ones in early 30s or less don't seem to be affected.
Or maybe these women are getting affected, but they are not bold enough to actually make the first move.
Edit: Just came across this in Ichigo's journal - "Don't sink your boat for her". I think I should use it as my mantra for now.
Major anxiety over rejection and the fear of losing this girl (the one with the wonderful energy aka my oneitis). Possibly because last night I asked her out for today and she hasn't even bothered to respond.
Something I forgot to mention in day 5 report: it looks like the older women are being affected! That is, when I go into a group the older women (50+) start talking to me or introducing them to me etc. However, the younger ones i.e. the ones in early 30s or less don't seem to be affected.
Or maybe these women are getting affected, but they are not bold enough to actually make the first move.
Edit: Just came across this in Ichigo's journal - "Don't sink your boat for her". I think I should use it as my mantra for now.
