04-23-2017, 02:04 AM
Day 5 with US+TLAM
It could be regarded as a resistance day.
Feeling lack of motivation, even for going to the kitchen to get something to fill my stomach, and everything felt simply wrong.
The productivity and aggressive thinking I gained on 3rd and 4th day seemed vanish without a trace.
All solutions and plans I've made seemed clouded by negativity and dragging me to think about the possibility of unwanted outcomes.
With the help of self-talk awareness kicking in, I pushed myself to get over the feelings.
It felt like my head's gonna burst when I forced myself to listen to the subs and going to bed early, hell I woke up feeling better anyway in the morning.
It could be regarded as a resistance day.
Feeling lack of motivation, even for going to the kitchen to get something to fill my stomach, and everything felt simply wrong.
The productivity and aggressive thinking I gained on 3rd and 4th day seemed vanish without a trace.
All solutions and plans I've made seemed clouded by negativity and dragging me to think about the possibility of unwanted outcomes.
With the help of self-talk awareness kicking in, I pushed myself to get over the feelings.
It felt like my head's gonna burst when I forced myself to listen to the subs and going to bed early, hell I woke up feeling better anyway in the morning.
What a fool cannot learn he laughs at, thinking that by his laughter he shows superiority instead of latent idiocy ~MC
ENFP-2 ; US + TLAM >> DMSI 3.1
ENFP-2 ; US + TLAM >> DMSI 3.1
