04-20-2017, 02:36 PM
Day 20
Two things of note for today. Weird dream last night. I can't remember anything but the end. Somehow I ended up in a situation like the end of a children's show where I was supposed to learn some "friendship type lesson" and right at the very end where I was supposed to agree with it, I suddenly began denying and calling it bs, like I became aware of what was going on. Then I woke up.
Second thing is that I'm noticing a heavily decreased appetite. I can't tell if this is stemming from resistance or a desire/need to lose weight. My body is telling me I should eat, and logically I know I need to eat, but I don't feel like I need to eat or have a heavy desire to eat (if this complicated thing makes sense to anyone).
Two things of note for today. Weird dream last night. I can't remember anything but the end. Somehow I ended up in a situation like the end of a children's show where I was supposed to learn some "friendship type lesson" and right at the very end where I was supposed to agree with it, I suddenly began denying and calling it bs, like I became aware of what was going on. Then I woke up.
Second thing is that I'm noticing a heavily decreased appetite. I can't tell if this is stemming from resistance or a desire/need to lose weight. My body is telling me I should eat, and logically I know I need to eat, but I don't feel like I need to eat or have a heavy desire to eat (if this complicated thing makes sense to anyone).
