On Tuesday I jumped onto the B train, and of course, I somehow managed to screw up the ASRB. Not sure exactly when but I think there were 10-20 minutes where I wasn't listening to anything.
Anyways 10 minutes into listening I have this tingling feeling in my head, almost like something is touching me and "releasing" things. I get more and more relaxed, shortly after I fall asleep. When I wake up I realize that the next loop never started.
Other than that I can't really say anything regarding version B. Feels like A. Heat collecting in my back. Attention from girls is the same.
I have had a shitty sleep schedule these latest days. Sleeping about a maximum of 3 hours in a row, waking up. Being up for 30min up to 2 hours, and another 3 hours of sleep.
This is not caused by DMSI, but it might affect DMSI. Due to the "tight schedule" of sleep and similarly, I haven't had good eating habits as well. Often going long hours between having food. Which may have had some effect on not having enough energy. But at the same time, the one time I really FELT the aura was when I was damn hungry.
It kinda feels like the aura isn't "working". I can tell DMSI is working, just not sure which part of it. Right now it seems DMSI is causing me to get more confidence, and changing "small stuff" such as body language and fashion. And doing some internal stuff, not necessarily healing or clearing. Which may be a false belief. Just what I'm feeling.
It's like it rather is reprogramming some things. Not removing, but enhancing what I already have an "edge" in? I've been singing a lot more and enjoying music on a "deeper" level. Thinking about my grandpa who had a GREAT voice. He was offered a record contract back in his youth but declined. When I was younger I wanted to be like him so I sang opera-ish. Well, as good as a 3-year old can sing opera that is.
I feel like the new-found confidence in myself, and these small changes are what's causing reactions from girls. Like, DMSI is causing these internal things. Giving the effect of increased attention from girls. But DMSI is not the direct cause of the attention. Not aura wise at least.
I may very well be wrong on this point, but it is what I feel.
The attention from girls on 3.1 versus 3.01 seems different. I can't put my finger on it. But there's something different. It's not better nor worse. It's different.
I went back to A today. B was not for me, not yet at least.
Did 2 days of B, one with "broken" ASRB.
Edit: I have turned down the volume. I barely hear the trickling sound now. Was a while ago since I felt the euphoria, but I'm generally happier, feels like the lower volume I use, the more internal things get's "moved" on. Will try again sometime with a higher volume.
Anyways 10 minutes into listening I have this tingling feeling in my head, almost like something is touching me and "releasing" things. I get more and more relaxed, shortly after I fall asleep. When I wake up I realize that the next loop never started.
Other than that I can't really say anything regarding version B. Feels like A. Heat collecting in my back. Attention from girls is the same.
I have had a shitty sleep schedule these latest days. Sleeping about a maximum of 3 hours in a row, waking up. Being up for 30min up to 2 hours, and another 3 hours of sleep.
This is not caused by DMSI, but it might affect DMSI. Due to the "tight schedule" of sleep and similarly, I haven't had good eating habits as well. Often going long hours between having food. Which may have had some effect on not having enough energy. But at the same time, the one time I really FELT the aura was when I was damn hungry.
It kinda feels like the aura isn't "working". I can tell DMSI is working, just not sure which part of it. Right now it seems DMSI is causing me to get more confidence, and changing "small stuff" such as body language and fashion. And doing some internal stuff, not necessarily healing or clearing. Which may be a false belief. Just what I'm feeling.
It's like it rather is reprogramming some things. Not removing, but enhancing what I already have an "edge" in? I've been singing a lot more and enjoying music on a "deeper" level. Thinking about my grandpa who had a GREAT voice. He was offered a record contract back in his youth but declined. When I was younger I wanted to be like him so I sang opera-ish. Well, as good as a 3-year old can sing opera that is.
I feel like the new-found confidence in myself, and these small changes are what's causing reactions from girls. Like, DMSI is causing these internal things. Giving the effect of increased attention from girls. But DMSI is not the direct cause of the attention. Not aura wise at least.
I may very well be wrong on this point, but it is what I feel.
The attention from girls on 3.1 versus 3.01 seems different. I can't put my finger on it. But there's something different. It's not better nor worse. It's different.
I went back to A today. B was not for me, not yet at least.
Did 2 days of B, one with "broken" ASRB.
Edit: I have turned down the volume. I barely hear the trickling sound now. Was a while ago since I felt the euphoria, but I'm generally happier, feels like the lower volume I use, the more internal things get's "moved" on. Will try again sometime with a higher volume.
