04-20-2017, 03:28 AM
DAY 5
I've noticed my left wrist healing a bit too. It's definitely better, but not completely. This one is a tough one cause I injured it maybe 4-5 years ago and had re-injured it maybe 3 times. It has never gone away. Let's see how it goes. Whether I get back to 100% or not, it won't get it my way, cause I can still use wrist straps.
The sexual tension with C and G at work are hardcore lol. I know they both have boyfriends, but I know they're into me too. I started noticing the way how other guys in the department interact with C. She's pretty much the loudest person in the room. None of the guys even tease her at all. They just talk with her normally. She's a really feisty girl with a good sense of humour, so I can say anything to her that won't offend her. She can take a lot. I know she feels the sexual tension, but can't act on it. She was teasing me while whacking me playfully, and I teased her back and returned the physical contact. It was natural and so easy. I can't believe I used to be that socially anxious guy in my past and afraid of girls. Now, seeing all these other guys being so timid, it reminds me of my past and I'm like "come on, let's not that hard". But of course, it took me years of self-development to change into the person I am today.
I've noticed my left wrist healing a bit too. It's definitely better, but not completely. This one is a tough one cause I injured it maybe 4-5 years ago and had re-injured it maybe 3 times. It has never gone away. Let's see how it goes. Whether I get back to 100% or not, it won't get it my way, cause I can still use wrist straps.
The sexual tension with C and G at work are hardcore lol. I know they both have boyfriends, but I know they're into me too. I started noticing the way how other guys in the department interact with C. She's pretty much the loudest person in the room. None of the guys even tease her at all. They just talk with her normally. She's a really feisty girl with a good sense of humour, so I can say anything to her that won't offend her. She can take a lot. I know she feels the sexual tension, but can't act on it. She was teasing me while whacking me playfully, and I teased her back and returned the physical contact. It was natural and so easy. I can't believe I used to be that socially anxious guy in my past and afraid of girls. Now, seeing all these other guys being so timid, it reminds me of my past and I'm like "come on, let's not that hard". But of course, it took me years of self-development to change into the person I am today.
