I'm still using SE 5.5g for now but wanted to make this journal early.
I may be experiencing TID ( I have some signs of me noticing it but no social signs since I haven't been out) only mental signs.
This is the first time in my life where I feel like "I get it now" in regards to dating women and how to be attractive to women.
I don't understand women completely and I'm not the best texter in the world and I don't have 100 percent control over my emotions yet. (in person I do have 100 percent control when I'm with women)
but when it comes to actual dating 1 on 1 with a women I am very attractive, comfortable and relaxed and I no longer have the sticking point of becoming physical.
I also understand the dating dynamic and how to build attraction by embracing and holding tension instead of fearing and resisting tension which allot of men and I used to do.
Power of indifference on youtube (watch it!!!!!!) also Nick sparks As you are is a great book too read. These two things helped me allot. Releasing on anxiety helped me allot too and also SE 5.5g and all the other subs i've used.
But more noticeably SE 5.5g and Releasing on Fear of rejection/anxiety/neediness/seeking approval. Helped me SO MUCH. I can feel anxiety is no longer in my body. I have always held allot of anxiety in my body since I was young because of my potentially bipolar mom causing me to have increased anxiety.
This is an all time high in my life in regards to women, I have finally gotten to the point where I used to only dream of and imagine 4 years ago. I used to HOPE and wish I can achieve this type of confidence around beautiful women.
Although I just got broken up with because of some mistakes (Trial and error) I feel like another women is just around the corner and TBH DMSI has really helped me stay hopeful and help me move on. I realise that I shouldn't dwell too much on her, there is another feminine energy source around the corner.
That being said I appreciate & valued her specific personality traits and looks so I am obviously not 100 percent over her. I am very sentimental about things and losing someone I care about is always hard for me.
I woke up today feeling allot better then I have about the situation though, last week I was suffering bad but today I woke up and wasn't effected nearly as strongly.
Physically I'm stronger and more jacked then I've ever been in the gym. That's another thing that is helping me deal with this rejection because I value my self higher, (also because of my new found self esteem) I can tell you for sure if I didn't use SE 5.5g my depression would be severe right now. I really liked that women. I'm a Venus in Scorpio for anyone who is into astrology.
My last DMSI journal the title was Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Tony Montana, Raykon
I no longer feel like I"m aiming to be those things, I feel like I'm already there or at least 95 percent of the way there.
Hence why the beast is alive now and ready to devour its prey. DMSI 3.2 is the subliminal that is going to take me into the edge into the 100% area in which I deserve to be in, that i've fought to be in and I've suffered to be in.
I am 8 or 9 years into my self development and studying of PUA, Male/Female attraction and personal development to make myself into a man that is attractive to women but not only physically. I stopped listening to PUA information for few years and I don't feel like I need it anymore I know most of the information subconsciously now. Only certain things like philosophical and mental changing speeches and stuff I love to watch still.
That 7 hour date I had that was a great success with the women wanting to come over "I can come over for an hour if you want" .. stupid me didn't pounce on that opportunity.
but anyways, it gave me a taste of whats to come. I have no doubt in me at all that I am capable of achieving my goals with women and life.
I always had a little bit of doubt in the back of my mind, but not no more.
Cheers to self development, subliminals, the gym, and the great community we have here.
I may be experiencing TID ( I have some signs of me noticing it but no social signs since I haven't been out) only mental signs.
This is the first time in my life where I feel like "I get it now" in regards to dating women and how to be attractive to women.
I don't understand women completely and I'm not the best texter in the world and I don't have 100 percent control over my emotions yet. (in person I do have 100 percent control when I'm with women)
but when it comes to actual dating 1 on 1 with a women I am very attractive, comfortable and relaxed and I no longer have the sticking point of becoming physical.
I also understand the dating dynamic and how to build attraction by embracing and holding tension instead of fearing and resisting tension which allot of men and I used to do.
Power of indifference on youtube (watch it!!!!!!) also Nick sparks As you are is a great book too read. These two things helped me allot. Releasing on anxiety helped me allot too and also SE 5.5g and all the other subs i've used.
But more noticeably SE 5.5g and Releasing on Fear of rejection/anxiety/neediness/seeking approval. Helped me SO MUCH. I can feel anxiety is no longer in my body. I have always held allot of anxiety in my body since I was young because of my potentially bipolar mom causing me to have increased anxiety.
This is an all time high in my life in regards to women, I have finally gotten to the point where I used to only dream of and imagine 4 years ago. I used to HOPE and wish I can achieve this type of confidence around beautiful women.
Although I just got broken up with because of some mistakes (Trial and error) I feel like another women is just around the corner and TBH DMSI has really helped me stay hopeful and help me move on. I realise that I shouldn't dwell too much on her, there is another feminine energy source around the corner.
That being said I appreciate & valued her specific personality traits and looks so I am obviously not 100 percent over her. I am very sentimental about things and losing someone I care about is always hard for me.
I woke up today feeling allot better then I have about the situation though, last week I was suffering bad but today I woke up and wasn't effected nearly as strongly.
Physically I'm stronger and more jacked then I've ever been in the gym. That's another thing that is helping me deal with this rejection because I value my self higher, (also because of my new found self esteem) I can tell you for sure if I didn't use SE 5.5g my depression would be severe right now. I really liked that women. I'm a Venus in Scorpio for anyone who is into astrology.
My last DMSI journal the title was Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Tony Montana, Raykon
I no longer feel like I"m aiming to be those things, I feel like I'm already there or at least 95 percent of the way there.
Hence why the beast is alive now and ready to devour its prey. DMSI 3.2 is the subliminal that is going to take me into the edge into the 100% area in which I deserve to be in, that i've fought to be in and I've suffered to be in.
I am 8 or 9 years into my self development and studying of PUA, Male/Female attraction and personal development to make myself into a man that is attractive to women but not only physically. I stopped listening to PUA information for few years and I don't feel like I need it anymore I know most of the information subconsciously now. Only certain things like philosophical and mental changing speeches and stuff I love to watch still.
That 7 hour date I had that was a great success with the women wanting to come over "I can come over for an hour if you want" .. stupid me didn't pounce on that opportunity.
but anyways, it gave me a taste of whats to come. I have no doubt in me at all that I am capable of achieving my goals with women and life.
I always had a little bit of doubt in the back of my mind, but not no more.
Cheers to self development, subliminals, the gym, and the great community we have here.