04-18-2017, 02:11 PM
Day 55:
Nothing exceptional, there have been days that I felt nothing was happening, when I wanted to give up but then I kept going. Days when emotionally I felt great about improving my health possibly, because I think it's one the most important thing yet almost no one really care about it unless we can't ignore it.
I can't say I have seen anything outrageous about MHS power yet.
But take that as it is nothing more, it's not a proof about anything because it could be happening internally.
One thing I learn though is that I'm going to not listen while I'm sleeping to the best I can because I realized I felt tired more than at the beginning because I started to listen only at night. That thing destroy my sleep, I feel better now since I listen more while awake.
On my face I can't say I have seen any difference lately, I think I have overestimated the sub, at this rate maybe in 2 month I will have a clear face, if it is doing anything at all it's so slow that I can't tell really.
On the body building side I haven't seen any improvement either, even the opposite, I feel like I don't have the strength I use to have. I even stopped doing body building for now. I think it's the sub telling me to not do too much while healing which would make sense or it's me making that decision as it seems logical.
It seems my body muscle seems different and better, I'm not sure about it tough.
If I didn't know what I know I would have blamed the sub for what happened to me lately as I got injured a lot more than I'm used to. For the past month I got injured physically more than I got injured for 1 or 2 years, it's exceptional because there hasn't been much change in my life. Again I would have blamed on the sub if I didn't know what I know.
Emotionally I feel a lot different than on DSMI for sure, I'm more withdrawn and I actually like it. Working on my project, not paying attention to what's out there, not focusing on women feels good. My ex called me back, told me she missed me, I got involved with her again but I'm not into it anymore, I'm more interested by my work than women right now, what's worse is that I was sure she would come back to me, but that it would be too late, and it is too late as I'm not into it anymore. It could be my resistance but DSMI making me super horny seems counter productive to me, I felt like a beast on it and I can't say women reacted better with it as it felt like girls were only meats that I could devour. Some guys here would say it's great, even my old self would have said that on SM3, but I'm not agreeing with that anymore though I'm still giving this belief chance.
Even with all that I will still test the next DMSI release. Though right now I would be more interested in doing another AM6/7 run. It's hard to explain what I'm feeling but right now I'm more interested in internal growth than external growth, focusing externally feels like a waste of time.
Nothing exceptional, there have been days that I felt nothing was happening, when I wanted to give up but then I kept going. Days when emotionally I felt great about improving my health possibly, because I think it's one the most important thing yet almost no one really care about it unless we can't ignore it.
I can't say I have seen anything outrageous about MHS power yet.
But take that as it is nothing more, it's not a proof about anything because it could be happening internally.
One thing I learn though is that I'm going to not listen while I'm sleeping to the best I can because I realized I felt tired more than at the beginning because I started to listen only at night. That thing destroy my sleep, I feel better now since I listen more while awake.
On my face I can't say I have seen any difference lately, I think I have overestimated the sub, at this rate maybe in 2 month I will have a clear face, if it is doing anything at all it's so slow that I can't tell really.
On the body building side I haven't seen any improvement either, even the opposite, I feel like I don't have the strength I use to have. I even stopped doing body building for now. I think it's the sub telling me to not do too much while healing which would make sense or it's me making that decision as it seems logical.
It seems my body muscle seems different and better, I'm not sure about it tough.
If I didn't know what I know I would have blamed the sub for what happened to me lately as I got injured a lot more than I'm used to. For the past month I got injured physically more than I got injured for 1 or 2 years, it's exceptional because there hasn't been much change in my life. Again I would have blamed on the sub if I didn't know what I know.
Emotionally I feel a lot different than on DSMI for sure, I'm more withdrawn and I actually like it. Working on my project, not paying attention to what's out there, not focusing on women feels good. My ex called me back, told me she missed me, I got involved with her again but I'm not into it anymore, I'm more interested by my work than women right now, what's worse is that I was sure she would come back to me, but that it would be too late, and it is too late as I'm not into it anymore. It could be my resistance but DSMI making me super horny seems counter productive to me, I felt like a beast on it and I can't say women reacted better with it as it felt like girls were only meats that I could devour. Some guys here would say it's great, even my old self would have said that on SM3, but I'm not agreeing with that anymore though I'm still giving this belief chance.
Even with all that I will still test the next DMSI release. Though right now I would be more interested in doing another AM6/7 run. It's hard to explain what I'm feeling but right now I'm more interested in internal growth than external growth, focusing externally feels like a waste of time.
