04-17-2017, 11:59 AM
Day something. 28 I think.
My consciousness is lifted to a daydream like state of some sort of sexual lalaland atm.
last few days/weeks:
Tons of realisations, in the area of instant manifestation, intense rapid shifts going all around in me. confidence, abundance, women area, succes has being exploded, lots of locks being dissolved, my vision has become more then ferocious and solidly certain. I create almost instantly at this point and rather welcome all manifestations. Statements are directly put into practice like there is no tomorrow,. There is no stopping now. I am succesfull, rich and abundant.
Been binge watching arash dibazar stuff and this has boosted my game ridiculously till the ranks of euphoria and almost manic like proportions, which is nothing but beneficial.
having a flow of women coming (cumming) and going, totasl abundance. One lead is replaced with 5 others.
Feeling incredibly sexy. IOI's are still subtle, had a mother with a kid following me like I had honey at my ass. kept talking my ears off.
Broke my no-fap streak today after 29 days. still feeling horny and like I'm a sort of rape scene about to happen by women wanting my cock.
Resistance has been minimum, still the pulling of the trigger is a new one to do so, as I feel no drive? something to work on. having several projects waiting to happen which are in the process of being manifested, intensely sure about this, swimming in a quatum sea.
Total focus on the mind and its powers including strong ways in communication and the perceiving of it. mindblowing. thank you Arash.
Writing this is highly intense and floods me. some stuff I will not talk about as I feel silence is golden in that area. setting boundaries, decisions, and greater extention of my environment, all is pulled straight now.
Had some thoughts revolving around being gay, can only conclude this is part of the shift.
In ways I feel neediness is further killed off, till the point of women not being a high priority as in, not my centred focus or going pbsessed over them, which throws me in a clutch, yet also in a clamth. where the fuck did this go all those years. simultaneously I feel Im becoming abundant and worldview shifted that I will eventually have it kick in. scarcity vs abundance?
Journalling has been lowered strongly. couldnt care less.
My consciousness is lifted to a daydream like state of some sort of sexual lalaland atm.
last few days/weeks:
Tons of realisations, in the area of instant manifestation, intense rapid shifts going all around in me. confidence, abundance, women area, succes has being exploded, lots of locks being dissolved, my vision has become more then ferocious and solidly certain. I create almost instantly at this point and rather welcome all manifestations. Statements are directly put into practice like there is no tomorrow,. There is no stopping now. I am succesfull, rich and abundant.
Been binge watching arash dibazar stuff and this has boosted my game ridiculously till the ranks of euphoria and almost manic like proportions, which is nothing but beneficial.
having a flow of women coming (cumming) and going, totasl abundance. One lead is replaced with 5 others.
Feeling incredibly sexy. IOI's are still subtle, had a mother with a kid following me like I had honey at my ass. kept talking my ears off.
Broke my no-fap streak today after 29 days. still feeling horny and like I'm a sort of rape scene about to happen by women wanting my cock.
Resistance has been minimum, still the pulling of the trigger is a new one to do so, as I feel no drive? something to work on. having several projects waiting to happen which are in the process of being manifested, intensely sure about this, swimming in a quatum sea.
Total focus on the mind and its powers including strong ways in communication and the perceiving of it. mindblowing. thank you Arash.
Writing this is highly intense and floods me. some stuff I will not talk about as I feel silence is golden in that area. setting boundaries, decisions, and greater extention of my environment, all is pulled straight now.
Had some thoughts revolving around being gay, can only conclude this is part of the shift.
In ways I feel neediness is further killed off, till the point of women not being a high priority as in, not my centred focus or going pbsessed over them, which throws me in a clutch, yet also in a clamth. where the fuck did this go all those years. simultaneously I feel Im becoming abundant and worldview shifted that I will eventually have it kick in. scarcity vs abundance?
Journalling has been lowered strongly. couldnt care less.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
