04-16-2017, 12:37 PM
Holiday time. Had a Easter program at my weekly meeting. Had the kids to there reading poems and after they got to receive some supple candy goodies at the end. Had some people there at hadn't been there in a while. Maybe they had a longing to be there for the holiday. So plunging in to things today I had my childhood friend was all ways had herself straddled my direction stop. Nothing new there. I'm sure she has a urge to be around me but she has to play it off a little cause others are watching. That was the same with my friend with benefits girl and I've told her try to resist those desires she has and try to act normal around me so it's less teasing people around us. She thinks no one knows who people are messing with who and I'm like every is just whispering to their girl friends about who's with who. The teenagers are so melted by the effects of the sub they're all staring. Them and the mature girls are much less uninhibited as far as reactions goes. My dancer friend she's been a bit more laid back than she used to be. She did release into the thrill of easing herself up next to me a few times. She's the one that used to straddle all up next to me or suddenly have stiff need to bump into me in front of everyone. So it a good thing to see her holding the pleasure of being around me back some. Still feeling a increased confidence more willing to speak my mind about things and resist to urge not to have it come out raw and to the point. Latter on after my meeting had my other friend with benefits call and want to come visit more despite the fact she just over. Of course no matter how much of a appetite she has for being around me is she's just going to have to wait for when it's her turn again. Moving and thrusting forward. I'm sure it only matter of time before some of these other girls women up and ask me out or try something on me. We'll see what they come up to come and get me.
