04-14-2017, 04:54 PM
Things are moving ahead. Everyone's out at the store getting they're Easter treats also I think school was out because of good Friday so a lot of hits with the celebrity effect. It was like everyone's is staring a me again like they never seen a man or sausage before. Girls keep walking next to me or in front of me trying to get my attention just all day. Whether they're married or not I know they all wanted to be with me or around me could just feel it. As of late I'm experiencing much less fear or any emotion that gets me reacting to another person much. Now I have much stronger eye-contact and focus and a greater feeling of it's ok whether she likes me or responds or anything like everything is all good. There are several coworker girls that are really sniped and go out of their way to look at me or bump into me sparking lot of jealous reactions, drama. Moving forward still working on girls making any aggressive direct moves on me like anything that would say they want sex or ask me out. I do think it will come to that. At the home front my friend benefits coming to visit tonight. She wised up a little and got worried if her girl friend gets around me and what might happen. So for now I'll let it go something tells me I'll meet her friend soon enough and of course she's going to be attracted to me. So my little benefits club might be growing before you know it.
