(04-08-2017, 11:36 AM)Broski Wrote: DMSI A Day 37
Went out last night and ran into a girl ive previously talked about in my journal(we made out before but I was never able to seal the deal) She came up and immediately hugged me when she saw me. My buddy and I sat down and talked with her and her friend for a bit. She seemed really receptive and was laughing at everything I was saying. When me and my buddy got up to leave she gave me the hug of the century(almost cracked my spine, chicks **** strong) I then got a text from her saying "I love you man." "Seriously though, youre good people. So nice to see you" with a big smiley at the end. So felt pretty solid on that front
This anxiety type stuff though is still killin me. I feel like at a point in my life about 6 years ago where I had a lot of anxiety about a certain issue for like a 8 month stretch then it kind of went away. It seems like it has come back in full force. Hoping it all gets cleared out and dealt with soon
You seem to be clearing out that anxiety filled event. To elaborate - you are reliving it again, in order to clear it. The subconscious is in all times - past, present, future - or rather, it doesn't have time. That event has happened, is happening right now, and will happen for the subconscious, and it is using this process to help you clear it out.
That is the most likely theory, since you said it feels similar. But there might be another reason - that the subconscious is anxious because it knows it will have to execute the script.
Of course, there is the possibility it's both
leepy:Good going with dem chicks.
