04-07-2017, 01:30 PM
Like I mentioned above, I have been trying to communicate with my subconscious. In some weird way, I believe I have had success with it.
I said I wanted my subC to focus on clearing/healing. 30 minutes later I have tears running down, as a sort of "relief" way. Like it was time to let go. The dream I had that I wrote about earlier had my grandpa and grandma in it. Both are dead. Not sure I ever let them go for real...
After I had this small cry-out I felt calm, at peace and just generally good. Some time into the 2nd loop that day I felt a massive heat bursting out, but it disappeared soon after.
I thought it was just a bit weird that I had "commanded" my subC to focus on healing and 30 minutes later I'm crying. I don't cry. It was a long while ago since I had a good cry out...
Before going to bed, I decided to try something else and ask my subC to help make physical changes, as DMSI is directing. 5 minutes later I have this tingling feeling in my legs. You know how it feels when your legs have just been laying and the blood stopped flowing? I had a weaker version of that while I've been standing up. That's a first. 5 minutes after I asked subC to make physical changes? (I'm a short person, possible it's trying to make me taller?)
I did that the night after as well. Same tingling feeling, like there's energy transporting down to my legs and getting worked on...
Today I had plans on going out, so I directed my subC to follow the instructions of DMSI making the aura and making behavioral changes to become sexier.
I started listening to my loops, and I feel heat coming up within my back. Not bursting, but collecting in my back and slowly but surely expanding to the rest of my body. I've never felt this heat on DMSI. Heat bursting - Yes
But never "collecting" like this and where the heat is over an extended amount of time and definitely not this hot. I have felt it whole day ever since my loops finished getting somewhat weaker which may be due to not getting enough energy. But this was intense...
Due to reasons out of my control, I never made it outside to test it out, but if I had, I am certain of getting good results...
Don't have much else to report other than this. But it'll come soon enough
I said I wanted my subC to focus on clearing/healing. 30 minutes later I have tears running down, as a sort of "relief" way. Like it was time to let go. The dream I had that I wrote about earlier had my grandpa and grandma in it. Both are dead. Not sure I ever let them go for real...
After I had this small cry-out I felt calm, at peace and just generally good. Some time into the 2nd loop that day I felt a massive heat bursting out, but it disappeared soon after.
I thought it was just a bit weird that I had "commanded" my subC to focus on healing and 30 minutes later I'm crying. I don't cry. It was a long while ago since I had a good cry out...
Before going to bed, I decided to try something else and ask my subC to help make physical changes, as DMSI is directing. 5 minutes later I have this tingling feeling in my legs. You know how it feels when your legs have just been laying and the blood stopped flowing? I had a weaker version of that while I've been standing up. That's a first. 5 minutes after I asked subC to make physical changes? (I'm a short person, possible it's trying to make me taller?)
I did that the night after as well. Same tingling feeling, like there's energy transporting down to my legs and getting worked on...
Today I had plans on going out, so I directed my subC to follow the instructions of DMSI making the aura and making behavioral changes to become sexier.
I started listening to my loops, and I feel heat coming up within my back. Not bursting, but collecting in my back and slowly but surely expanding to the rest of my body. I've never felt this heat on DMSI. Heat bursting - Yes
But never "collecting" like this and where the heat is over an extended amount of time and definitely not this hot. I have felt it whole day ever since my loops finished getting somewhat weaker which may be due to not getting enough energy. But this was intense...
Due to reasons out of my control, I never made it outside to test it out, but if I had, I am certain of getting good results...
Don't have much else to report other than this. But it'll come soon enough
