04-06-2017, 09:34 PM
Day 10 
I am still getting 12-16 hours daily between Trickling Stream fairly loud through headphones and Ultrasonic on around me as much as possible.
The last several days have continued to impress me more and more. The positive attitude/ outlook is gaining strength by the day, it is hard to engage any negativity as it melts off of me. I considered myself positive before, but this is a much higher level, it is so smooth and natural.
I'm have not felt any resistance since the very start, but I reinforce the program with self-hypnosis and meditation, I want to gain the maximum amount out of every listen.
I have had several long time customers this week that felt sorry for my situation when they first heard about it, both of them commented how great everything sounds for me after 5-10 mins of talking with them, this is very powerful for me, as I worried about falling into the Victim role early on in my divorce(not really, but maybe
). I was leaving one of their houses today in a prestigious multi million dollar neighborhood toady and could see myself at that level soon(I have been so close before, but I believe that a husband and wife or partners need to be aligned with their goals and willing to grow or they can sabotage both or one another once they hit one of their limits).
Motivation continues to rise as well and I feel as if I am far more productive moment to moment and day to day. I have effortlessly dropped negative time wasting and put that time and energy towards more self-improvements. When talking about my goals I notice that I am fully congruent which means I must be eliminating negative beliefs and emotions that don't support my goals and implementing new supportive ones.
Lastly, the detachment feeling is beyond addicting, at times when I am enjoying life I feel fully present and when thoughts or events come to me that would have previously engaged my ego or emotions I feel more detached, almost as I am merely watching through this body, and it's not personal. Things seem to slow down and give me more options to take as to how to handle the situation. Behaviors and habits still trigger, but to my amusement have very little or even nothing attached(behind) them. I have experienced this before when making huge healing/ transformations and it is nice to find it expanding throughout my life.
-D
I am still getting 12-16 hours daily between Trickling Stream fairly loud through headphones and Ultrasonic on around me as much as possible.
The last several days have continued to impress me more and more. The positive attitude/ outlook is gaining strength by the day, it is hard to engage any negativity as it melts off of me. I considered myself positive before, but this is a much higher level, it is so smooth and natural.
I'm have not felt any resistance since the very start, but I reinforce the program with self-hypnosis and meditation, I want to gain the maximum amount out of every listen.
I have had several long time customers this week that felt sorry for my situation when they first heard about it, both of them commented how great everything sounds for me after 5-10 mins of talking with them, this is very powerful for me, as I worried about falling into the Victim role early on in my divorce(not really, but maybe
). I was leaving one of their houses today in a prestigious multi million dollar neighborhood toady and could see myself at that level soon(I have been so close before, but I believe that a husband and wife or partners need to be aligned with their goals and willing to grow or they can sabotage both or one another once they hit one of their limits).Motivation continues to rise as well and I feel as if I am far more productive moment to moment and day to day. I have effortlessly dropped negative time wasting and put that time and energy towards more self-improvements. When talking about my goals I notice that I am fully congruent which means I must be eliminating negative beliefs and emotions that don't support my goals and implementing new supportive ones.
Lastly, the detachment feeling is beyond addicting, at times when I am enjoying life I feel fully present and when thoughts or events come to me that would have previously engaged my ego or emotions I feel more detached, almost as I am merely watching through this body, and it's not personal. Things seem to slow down and give me more options to take as to how to handle the situation. Behaviors and habits still trigger, but to my amusement have very little or even nothing attached(behind) them. I have experienced this before when making huge healing/ transformations and it is nice to find it expanding throughout my life.
-D
