DMSI v3.1: User Acceptance Testing

[Shannon]

Day 32
So I listened to 32nd set of loops for DMSI v3.1a this morning. Current state: feeling sad and low. Lack of enthusiasm and motivation to do anything. I also sense a feeling of being alone.

I was reading some dmsi journals on Sunday and realised that some people have had great success with dmsi. I have had insignificant results in comparison.

It is possible that I may require healing, I may be resisting, or simply put dmsi is not working for me or maybe something else is the matter. On dmsi it looks like all girls who show interest in me back off after the initial interest. This is so bizarre that it makes me feel like my results before any sub were much better than this.

On the other hand, I could attribute it to dmsi as well: a change in mindset means I'm not chasing after girls who do not make enough efforts to move things forward and it could very well be the anti sniper. Or maybe dmsi may have made subtle changes and my thoughts about girls may have changed or are changing.

All in all, as they say, proof is in the pudding. I think I'll give 'B' side a go for maybe a week or two. If it works, great... otherwise I'll go back to sorting my life out instead of chasing skirts.

I have seen tiny glimpses of the impact of subs. So I do feel that subs do work. If not anything else they at least make a particular area your focus. The side effect of that could be that the other areas in your life which may require attention, take a back seat.

I'm happy to hear from Shannon or anyone with any insights on my run. Please feel free to ask any questions for clarification.

What you describe is the results of internally fighting the programming. You're simultaneously sending some attraction and some repulsion signals, as parts of you fight and struggle with each other internally. That is what causes the results you get with women right now. Turbulent transition between the two realities you now straddle. Women become confused and uncomfortable with the subtle communications you are sending. Come hither... go away! Come seduce me... stay away! Conflict creates chaos and uncertainty, and women will respond accordingly. When you settle into one state... then they will respond with whatever you are communicating to them in and from that state.

Proof is in the pudding, but if you refuse to buy the pudding, or make the pudding, or serve the pudding... how can you have proof?