04-04-2017, 01:20 AM
DAY 32
I'm going to stick with v A for longer.
Less IOIs and feeling sexy lately. I'm in a clearing/healing cycle. The sub has guided me toward the no porn/fap movement and I have been going for just over 2 weeks. The not watching porn is easy, but the no masturbation is tough. There is progress as I am feeling hornier. Right now I think I am hitting a "flatline", feeling pretty miserable. I was tempted to swap to overcome ED 5G instead while I do the no porn until I can get rock hard erections with my girl, but seeing as DMSI v 3.1a led me here I might as well stick with it...
(FYI: I haven't been able to have p in v sex with my girlfriend properly because I don't get hard enough for it. With a condom on, my penis isn't sensitive enough).
It's very frustrating... it's like I'm so horny I'm precumming in my boxers but my dick doesn't get rock hard. It just gets really tingly and sensitive. I'm hoping nofap/porn fixes it because if it doesn't then I don't know what the fuck or how to fix it :/
Still can't get the girlfriend to cum. She thinks it might be because she is used to using fantasy/sex stories when masturbating to cum... I told her about nofap/porn, Yourbrainonporn etc. and how stories apply. She thinks she might have it too so she might stop reading stories. I'm not forcing her to, I'll just leave it up to her. Her ex's got her to cum but she said that's because she used to think of sex stories while they did it and she doesn't want to do that with me. Meh. She's probably trying to spare my feelings and my techniques bad or whatever.
Also had some weight gain lately as I am still getting very hungry.
I did feel the aura recently actually, it was one of the rare occasions when I listen to the sub in public. I was on a train listening and a Japanese girl sat next to me was sleeping and she ended up with her head falling on my shoulder for a bit. When I say I felt the aura I mean I felt the heat, it was particularly strong in my forearms.
There's more to say but maybe in another post. I can't collect my thoughts very well.
Onwards and upwards I guess...
I'm going to stick with v A for longer.
Less IOIs and feeling sexy lately. I'm in a clearing/healing cycle. The sub has guided me toward the no porn/fap movement and I have been going for just over 2 weeks. The not watching porn is easy, but the no masturbation is tough. There is progress as I am feeling hornier. Right now I think I am hitting a "flatline", feeling pretty miserable. I was tempted to swap to overcome ED 5G instead while I do the no porn until I can get rock hard erections with my girl, but seeing as DMSI v 3.1a led me here I might as well stick with it...
(FYI: I haven't been able to have p in v sex with my girlfriend properly because I don't get hard enough for it. With a condom on, my penis isn't sensitive enough).
It's very frustrating... it's like I'm so horny I'm precumming in my boxers but my dick doesn't get rock hard. It just gets really tingly and sensitive. I'm hoping nofap/porn fixes it because if it doesn't then I don't know what the fuck or how to fix it :/
Still can't get the girlfriend to cum. She thinks it might be because she is used to using fantasy/sex stories when masturbating to cum... I told her about nofap/porn, Yourbrainonporn etc. and how stories apply. She thinks she might have it too so she might stop reading stories. I'm not forcing her to, I'll just leave it up to her. Her ex's got her to cum but she said that's because she used to think of sex stories while they did it and she doesn't want to do that with me. Meh. She's probably trying to spare my feelings and my techniques bad or whatever.
Also had some weight gain lately as I am still getting very hungry.
I did feel the aura recently actually, it was one of the rare occasions when I listen to the sub in public. I was on a train listening and a Japanese girl sat next to me was sleeping and she ended up with her head falling on my shoulder for a bit. When I say I felt the aura I mean I felt the heat, it was particularly strong in my forearms.
There's more to say but maybe in another post. I can't collect my thoughts very well.
Onwards and upwards I guess...
