Im pretty much hopefull again. 4G seems to work slower then AM6, or, atleast AOS. im hopefull and the mental imagery which is somewhat akin to manifestation/visualisation keeps popping up more. Lots of seductive imagery going around. Also countless levels AOS penetrates through. Im ready to let go and fly. Time to set some things up.
Im also pleased in now fulle express my sexuality in terms of non holding back. Its overtaking conscious and alligning for sure now. Like something to handle with. Insigh, clarity, knowing, certainty.
Talking sex is taking place more.
Masturbation is completely dead. Its all taking place like a ingraining something. Daos digs through merciless
Hung out with some friends yesterday. The gf of one of them was pretty much distespectfull nagging but did place herself at me. In my space, legs in between mine, eye contact. I was very polarizing myself. Remarks, on edge, lack of empathy and giving jabs while being ngaf to the point a thought crossed me that in this hostility I repelled all.
On AM she was pretty respectfull. This time not much at all.
Im also pleased in now fulle express my sexuality in terms of non holding back. Its overtaking conscious and alligning for sure now. Like something to handle with. Insigh, clarity, knowing, certainty.
Talking sex is taking place more.
Masturbation is completely dead. Its all taking place like a ingraining something. Daos digs through merciless
Hung out with some friends yesterday. The gf of one of them was pretty much distespectfull nagging but did place herself at me. In my space, legs in between mine, eye contact. I was very polarizing myself. Remarks, on edge, lack of empathy and giving jabs while being ngaf to the point a thought crossed me that in this hostility I repelled all.
On AM she was pretty respectfull. This time not much at all.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
