03-31-2017, 09:53 AM
Strongly want to switch back over to AM6. like it posessing me and urging me to do so as if it is unfinished business. My core revolts against the women thing and pushes me/drags me/forces me back to AM6. like a strong futility and fuck women accompanied with badass mental imagery of the alpha male as a finishing outcome. Totally tearing apart now. Wtf. It would rise me above elite level to run a 3rd time. It even gives me anxiety to feel this pushed/forced like smoking withdrawls. I feel it straight up in my bones. Guess some blooming takes plsce and crushing through of AM6 programming.
Standing up for myself/calling out is something that blocks in the form of inner tension. I want it baaaadly. Badly breaking through and overwhelming urge like a battle/war is fought out. AM would crush the left overs and bring it to spring. Attraction subs feel futile. I want full on self developmemt internally.
Standing up for myself/calling out is something that blocks in the form of inner tension. I want it baaaadly. Badly breaking through and overwhelming urge like a battle/war is fought out. AM would crush the left overs and bring it to spring. Attraction subs feel futile. I want full on self developmemt internally.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
