03-29-2017, 04:37 AM
Day 26
Exhaustion was the order of the day. Slept for 6 hours and even though quality of sleep seemed good, it wasn't enough.
After recently changing my listening time from night (while asleep) to day, I have noticed that I have gained a bit of mass around my tummy. I wonder if this is because the change in listening pattern has kind of put my body out of whack.
Off late, I've also noticed that if I don't eat enough I feel hungry and my stomach rumbles (I love that feeling, makes me feel my metabolism is working). However, if I eat, I end up putting it on. I think this is what Shannon meant in one of the posts where he mentioned that there is a problem with converting food into energy fast enough.
For last 6-7 days I have noticed that I find my attitude towards people to be polarising these days and I have been less polite in this regard. For example, if there's someone I interacted with one day and I feel that I don't like their vibe/energy, I tend to avoid those people and it shows on my face. I tend to lose enthusiasm and become serious and quiet around these people. While if there are people whose vibe/energy I like, I am more cheerful and happier when they are around.
Surprisingly, this isn't something that I am consciously doing. Could it be the sub modifying my behaviour or making me more sensitive to vibe/energy or it's just the subconscious' way of telling me where to best spend my efforts - for best returns?
I also have a feeling I may outgrow or may already have outgrown a few people in my social circle. It's a bit of a scary thought. The implications are either I may end up feeling lonely or I may meet new people and grow.
Here's hoping for interesting times ahead.
Exhaustion was the order of the day. Slept for 6 hours and even though quality of sleep seemed good, it wasn't enough.
After recently changing my listening time from night (while asleep) to day, I have noticed that I have gained a bit of mass around my tummy. I wonder if this is because the change in listening pattern has kind of put my body out of whack.
Off late, I've also noticed that if I don't eat enough I feel hungry and my stomach rumbles (I love that feeling, makes me feel my metabolism is working). However, if I eat, I end up putting it on. I think this is what Shannon meant in one of the posts where he mentioned that there is a problem with converting food into energy fast enough.
For last 6-7 days I have noticed that I find my attitude towards people to be polarising these days and I have been less polite in this regard. For example, if there's someone I interacted with one day and I feel that I don't like their vibe/energy, I tend to avoid those people and it shows on my face. I tend to lose enthusiasm and become serious and quiet around these people. While if there are people whose vibe/energy I like, I am more cheerful and happier when they are around.
Surprisingly, this isn't something that I am consciously doing. Could it be the sub modifying my behaviour or making me more sensitive to vibe/energy or it's just the subconscious' way of telling me where to best spend my efforts - for best returns?
I also have a feeling I may outgrow or may already have outgrown a few people in my social circle. It's a bit of a scary thought. The implications are either I may end up feeling lonely or I may meet new people and grow.
Here's hoping for interesting times ahead.
