03-26-2017, 03:02 AM
Day 23 (contd.)
So, I didn't update my journal with the fate of the Tinder girl who cancelled. She eventually told me she didn't want to see me and that she had found someone else.
Today, a different girl cancelled.
Is it possible that others are getting the benefit of halo effect of DMSI? Other men I mean.
Someone mentioned on the forum that effect of DMSI aura last for a very short period of time on women. Do we need to increase that?
In other news...
Have this hollow, empty feeling. Got a feeling that I'm wasting my time with women and these apps. Been feeling lonely since the sun set.
I was thinking about what I was looking for in women and I thought of "connection". I was looking for a connection.
Then I thought a bit more about what connection meant for me and I came to this realisation that I was looking for interest from women who I was interested in. Is that what really connection is? Or does it seem like connection when both the parties are interested in each other?
Interest from women I'm not interested in = annoyance
No interest from women I'm not interested in = all good
No interest from women I'm interested in = sadness
Interest from women I'm interested in = connection
Now if I thought about it a bit more... what gets a woman (that I'm interested in me) interested in me? It begs a question, what sort of woman I am interested in the first place and then what would she look for in a man - to be interested in me.
What will DMSI do to achieve that state of connection?
So, I didn't update my journal with the fate of the Tinder girl who cancelled. She eventually told me she didn't want to see me and that she had found someone else.
Today, a different girl cancelled.
Is it possible that others are getting the benefit of halo effect of DMSI? Other men I mean.
Someone mentioned on the forum that effect of DMSI aura last for a very short period of time on women. Do we need to increase that?
In other news...
Have this hollow, empty feeling. Got a feeling that I'm wasting my time with women and these apps. Been feeling lonely since the sun set.
I was thinking about what I was looking for in women and I thought of "connection". I was looking for a connection.
Then I thought a bit more about what connection meant for me and I came to this realisation that I was looking for interest from women who I was interested in. Is that what really connection is? Or does it seem like connection when both the parties are interested in each other?
Interest from women I'm not interested in = annoyance
No interest from women I'm not interested in = all good
No interest from women I'm interested in = sadness
Interest from women I'm interested in = connection
Now if I thought about it a bit more... what gets a woman (that I'm interested in me) interested in me? It begs a question, what sort of woman I am interested in the first place and then what would she look for in a man - to be interested in me.
What will DMSI do to achieve that state of connection?
