03-25-2017, 12:42 AM
Day 22 (contd.)
Listened to the two loops in the afternoon. Used hybrid instead of masked that I had switched to for night time listening.
Feelings of loneliness and longing for the Tinder girl - which intensified after listening to the sub. WTF! I'm just biding time so that this feeling passes by. Motivation is at an all time low. Just wanted to lay in bed all day and do nothing. Is this what oneitis feels like or is it depression? Or is this what healing looks and feels like? Pretty blue!
Forced myself to go out in the morning, then went out for groceries after listening to my loops and also forced myself to cook dinner instead of eating some junk. Want to go to gym tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be able to push myself out of the house in the morning to be able to do that.
Listened to the two loops in the afternoon. Used hybrid instead of masked that I had switched to for night time listening.
Feelings of loneliness and longing for the Tinder girl - which intensified after listening to the sub. WTF! I'm just biding time so that this feeling passes by. Motivation is at an all time low. Just wanted to lay in bed all day and do nothing. Is this what oneitis feels like or is it depression? Or is this what healing looks and feels like? Pretty blue!
Forced myself to go out in the morning, then went out for groceries after listening to my loops and also forced myself to cook dinner instead of eating some junk. Want to go to gym tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be able to push myself out of the house in the morning to be able to do that.
