Day 20
Another day full of ups and downs. Can't believe how my mood has been fluctuating throughout the day. I don't know if it's increased sensitivity or something else. Things are hitting me harder than usual.
For example, I have been getting happy very easily and I have been getting sad very quickly as well.
The guy at the pizza cart recognised me while I was passing by and whilst talking to a customer waved to me and nodded hello. That alone gave a mini euphoria for about 10 minutes or so. Lol... I don't get that happy with something this small usually. I felt like I'm appreciating connection with a certain kind of people more than ever.
Then less than an hour later, the Tinder girl rejected me and it felt like a sharp pain in my body. My head is still hurting - about an hour after that.
Another day full of ups and downs. Can't believe how my mood has been fluctuating throughout the day. I don't know if it's increased sensitivity or something else. Things are hitting me harder than usual.
For example, I have been getting happy very easily and I have been getting sad very quickly as well.
The guy at the pizza cart recognised me while I was passing by and whilst talking to a customer waved to me and nodded hello. That alone gave a mini euphoria for about 10 minutes or so. Lol... I don't get that happy with something this small usually. I felt like I'm appreciating connection with a certain kind of people more than ever.
Then less than an hour later, the Tinder girl rejected me and it felt like a sharp pain in my body. My head is still hurting - about an hour after that.
