Having tired spells yet my body feels hot with energy. This sub escalates me quickly. People get already touchy, my thoughts more seductive yet still have some hesitation. Its like my head is glowingly warm. My eyes feeling relaxed/tired.
Socially way more easy. Very excited all around. I really want to do some stuff in the sexual area. If this keeps up its very promising
Do have slight sadness further wise. Music is playing a massive role and hits me with such a good feeling like no sorrow or worry. Plainly enjoying it. Banter is free of abstracts and beliefs. Strong sense of radiance. Constant flashes of being felt up in my mind. Less concern overall. Get sexy and stop worrying if she is attracted or not.
Have a strong urge to wanting to go to tropical climates and travel, living life to the fullest and undertaking one after another. Totally buzzing. Guy at the gym was very open, another guy hitting shoulders kept coming back and small talk was awesome.
Edit: something that I notice is how I see the ridiculousness of attachment and focus ion things, its freaking funny, less serious, ore enjoying, the joy, the fun, the vibe, the passion and social interaction, its about that in my case, not women, yet not rejecting women and the such. I want to cultivate full on sexiness.
Neediness is killed this way, validation and permission seeking is killed this way. Also, creating and evolving as a person. Its a loving journey and damn, I never felt this good before. Im incredible undertaking driven and ambitious and driven, its so good, like the final pieces falling together and the sub full on being accepted. Im having a huge insight moment, and it blows me away. Less investment, more enjoyment, vibe is contagious.
Same as being sexual. why do I link it to neediness to express it while its funny as fuck?
Socially way more easy. Very excited all around. I really want to do some stuff in the sexual area. If this keeps up its very promising
Do have slight sadness further wise. Music is playing a massive role and hits me with such a good feeling like no sorrow or worry. Plainly enjoying it. Banter is free of abstracts and beliefs. Strong sense of radiance. Constant flashes of being felt up in my mind. Less concern overall. Get sexy and stop worrying if she is attracted or not.
Have a strong urge to wanting to go to tropical climates and travel, living life to the fullest and undertaking one after another. Totally buzzing. Guy at the gym was very open, another guy hitting shoulders kept coming back and small talk was awesome.
Edit: something that I notice is how I see the ridiculousness of attachment and focus ion things, its freaking funny, less serious, ore enjoying, the joy, the fun, the vibe, the passion and social interaction, its about that in my case, not women, yet not rejecting women and the such. I want to cultivate full on sexiness.
Neediness is killed this way, validation and permission seeking is killed this way. Also, creating and evolving as a person. Its a loving journey and damn, I never felt this good before. Im incredible undertaking driven and ambitious and driven, its so good, like the final pieces falling together and the sub full on being accepted. Im having a huge insight moment, and it blows me away. Less investment, more enjoyment, vibe is contagious.
Same as being sexual. why do I link it to neediness to express it while its funny as fuck?
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
