Day 19
Things have changed a lot in last few days.
Internally, feeling a little anxious for no reason at all. Not as bad as last week, but that feeling is still there. I can also feel my heart beat faster many times during the day. It's a bit weird as the first week or so on v3.1 was rock solid.
For last two days, I've been feeling a little cocky and have a little bit of an attitude when I stand up and walk. Also, feeling a little irritated by tiny things. Have been waking up after about 3-4 hours of sleep at night and the last 3 hours of sleep are spent in a very light sleep - almost awake with eyes shut and phasing in/out of dream states.
This has resulted in being exhausted by late afternoon. I also noticed that I'd been avoiding talking to and looking at some of the girls I was interested in a few weeks ago.
Externally: girls on apps have been unmatching me and running away from me...
Not sure why. This is happening even in person e.g. the Tinder girl cancelling our date because she was feeling low. She hasn't responded to my last message. I'm not sure if I should message her again to set up a date.
Older women are still nice and chatty to me. That feeling that people are out to get me has reduced, but I still feel a weird feeling as if some people have something on their minds and they're not just sharing it.
Things have changed a lot in last few days.
Internally, feeling a little anxious for no reason at all. Not as bad as last week, but that feeling is still there. I can also feel my heart beat faster many times during the day. It's a bit weird as the first week or so on v3.1 was rock solid.
For last two days, I've been feeling a little cocky and have a little bit of an attitude when I stand up and walk. Also, feeling a little irritated by tiny things. Have been waking up after about 3-4 hours of sleep at night and the last 3 hours of sleep are spent in a very light sleep - almost awake with eyes shut and phasing in/out of dream states.
This has resulted in being exhausted by late afternoon. I also noticed that I'd been avoiding talking to and looking at some of the girls I was interested in a few weeks ago.
Externally: girls on apps have been unmatching me and running away from me...
Not sure why. This is happening even in person e.g. the Tinder girl cancelling our date because she was feeling low. She hasn't responded to my last message. I'm not sure if I should message her again to set up a date.Older women are still nice and chatty to me. That feeling that people are out to get me has reduced, but I still feel a weird feeling as if some people have something on their minds and they're not just sharing it.
