03-20-2017, 03:40 PM
It's been rough. Not gonna talk about it, but right now I just feel like even if my life depended on me finding and having sex with an attractive girl within a day or even a week, I'd still couldn't do it.
I was especially irritated today. My gym buddy noticed I was going hard in the gym even though I've been off for over a week.
A couple days ago, I legitimately thought that I'd have some noticeable good progress (still internal however) to document on my journal, but I don't.
Tbh, I'd personally much rather use a version of DMSI with "unsafe levels of reality shifting" that changes my life than to wait for a "just enough, perfectly executed" version. I'm just at that point now. Overkill it, because I'm starting to doubt that the sub alone can get me there.
I was especially irritated today. My gym buddy noticed I was going hard in the gym even though I've been off for over a week.
A couple days ago, I legitimately thought that I'd have some noticeable good progress (still internal however) to document on my journal, but I don't.
Tbh, I'd personally much rather use a version of DMSI with "unsafe levels of reality shifting" that changes my life than to wait for a "just enough, perfectly executed" version. I'm just at that point now. Overkill it, because I'm starting to doubt that the sub alone can get me there.
